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by Carol
Tue Mar 31, 2015 11:18 pm
Forum: For those who hold a positive experience of RSE - You are welcome to post here.
Topic: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.
Replies: 57
Views: 22189

Re: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.

EMF is not because you care about others, blah blah blah. There is an arrogance and meaness to rse die hards that literally takes your breath away, I can only say thankyou David for being there when I was drowning in despair and felt I would surely lose my mind, you and others threw me a lifeline w...
by Carol
Wed Mar 18, 2015 1:21 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Ramtha character is Judge Judy
Replies: 2
Views: 3459

Ramtha character is Judge Judy

Hi Everyone It's been a long time since I posted but I read what's on this site every day, keeps me sane, anyway, lately I've been addicted to watching Judge Judy on the the television, at first I couldn't understand why I felt compelled to watch it every day, then it hit me, Holy Moly it's Ramtha, ...
by Carol
Wed Sep 26, 2012 1:48 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Did you ever see a break in character on stage?
Replies: 3
Views: 2845

Re: Did you ever see a break in character on stage?

Because I was introduced to the school when I was in the midst of a major ongoing trauma in my life and the RSE school was the distraction I seeked to guide me through my other trauma. I made it out of my other trauma alive and well; a miracle; so then I would defend RSE to the core: For 6 months I...
by Carol
Mon Apr 30, 2012 12:53 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: The secret
Replies: 4
Views: 2474

Re: The secret

Well done Rooster, what you've posted here is truly the bottom line, it would seem that to much is never enough for old jzkr, her worship of the mighty dollar has certainly motivated many bs teachings and caused such pain and hardship in the process, however she not only wants your money but ultimat...
by Carol
Sun Apr 29, 2012 2:23 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From Virginia
Replies: 34
Views: 13159

Re: From Virginia

Hi Virginia, Wow!!!!!!! such an accurate description, its jzk alright, in every sentence, I am no longer in any doubt as to who she really is and what her intent and hidden agenda would be, thankyou so much, I now know who I gave my power too for all those years. To think that I was so deluded that ...
by Carol
Wed Apr 18, 2012 12:47 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From Virginia
Replies: 34
Views: 13159

Re: From Virginia

Hi Virginia, it would seem you can now read old jzr like a book, sadly she appears to be a work of fiction, with a re-ocurring theme, no heroes and a crap ending.
Love
C.C.
by Carol
Sat Apr 07, 2012 1:38 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: possible source of rse armageddon teachings
Replies: 2
Views: 2320

possible source of rse armageddon teachings

I believe that the jzk/scamtha source of many of the armageddon teachings came from the site beforeitsnews.com, I have seen many story lines that I have heard as teachings regarding ufo/reptiles, new world order gloom and doom, impending earthquakes, the fate of japan etc etc, it is possible to pred...
by Carol
Wed Apr 04, 2012 1:49 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From Virginia
Replies: 34
Views: 13159

Re: From Virginia

I haven't lost my sense of humor. I was one of the few people in the world that got thrown out of a cult...that's funny stuff...
I love it, the ability to laugh at the insanity of it all is a sure sign that you've taken your power back, yeah jzkr stick that in yer pipe and smoke it
Love
C.C.
by Carol
Tue Apr 03, 2012 2:22 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Effective April 1
Replies: 9
Views: 3353

Re: Effective April 1

Hi SG, Its after two in the morning and I'm having a laugh, loved the pic of SG and the pointy finger, although I can imagine the finger pointing in another direction, especially at judith knight, enjoyed all your posts
Many Thanks
Love
C.C.
by Carol
Sun Apr 01, 2012 12:40 pm
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Galactic Channelings?
Replies: 4
Views: 2622

Re: Galactic Channelings?

Hi SG, I know when I began to doubt what jkz was delivering I went looking for other way out there people who would corroborate similar bs, my impaired mind just couldn’t accept that there was no such thing as ramtha scamtha, it was to unthinkable, because of what I‘d given up to follow that despot,...
by Carol
Sat Mar 31, 2012 12:57 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hi Vanilla, I find your questions intriguing and I am tempted to answer them, but I would prefer to deliver my thoughts in a clear and concise way and I’m not in a good place right now, its only been a month since I watched the Glen Cunningham video interviews, Jeff Knight and Penny Torres/Mafu etc,...
by Carol
Fri Mar 30, 2012 12:05 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.
Replies: 7
Views: 2873

Re: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.

P.S. The beautiful quote I posted came from Ockham, the words rescue me when I'm drowning in guilt and restores my balance, thanks again Ockham
by Carol
Thu Mar 29, 2012 11:46 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.
Replies: 7
Views: 2873

Re: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.

Hello Prudence, when I read your post, my heart went out to you, old memories started to stir, there was no way my husband could have reasoned with me not to get involved in the jkr/rse fiasco, the arrogance I displayed was breathtaking, oh dear its all coming back to me, smoking the pipe like a boh...
by Carol
Thu Mar 29, 2012 12:46 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hello Rooster, thank you for your heartfelt post, due to the lack of the miraculous in rse, you cling to any little thing as evidence that its all true, I’ve heard rse friends relay an event which I had attended and alter it to such a degree it took my breath away, I’ve probably done it myself, so d...
by Carol
Wed Mar 28, 2012 9:28 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From Virginia
Replies: 34
Views: 13159

Re: From Virginia

Hello Virginia I was saddened to read how jzr had demonized you to a captive audience with the intent of casting you out, I am sure to anyone who possessed even a small proportion of critical thinking the toxic version of events jzr delivered all directed at you and designed to send you over the edg...
by Carol
Wed Mar 28, 2012 12:50 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hello, So many posts to read, I would agree Ockham, leaving a cult is very similar to the grieving process, there is no escaping this pain, the sad fact is I was seduced by a fabricated phantom affectionately known as the ram. I had completely fallen for the bull, that jzr was the only “one” who cou...
by Carol
Thu Mar 22, 2012 11:59 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hello W.E. Thank you for your warm wishes, its true the posts have empowered me, I can't say what would have happened had I not had the EMF site to express my turmoil, the creeping horror I felt when I initially realised that it was all a scam was all consuming. I do not want to live with regret but...
by Carol
Thu Mar 22, 2012 4:20 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

[quote="Ockham"] Life's focus to become all about endless preparation for TDTC and those everyday complexities of family, employment, taxes, etc. fade to the sideline. When one ventures back out from under JZ's fear umbrella, all those everyday nagging complexities are there to smack you in the face...
by Carol
Sat Mar 17, 2012 4:16 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hello Kensho: What can I say, thank you: I had written this long reply but decided not to post it, I need to contemplate what you have written here, its beautiful and I am moved by its simplicity and wisdom
Love
CC
by Carol
Sat Mar 17, 2012 3:52 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Hello California Dreamin: Thankyou for your beautiful honesty, I hadn’t thought of womens groups, this self imposed isolation has to stop, its gone on long enough, its not healthy, I intend to do something about it soon
love
CC
by Carol
Fri Mar 16, 2012 4:51 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thank you: California Dreamin for your post: The sad truth of it is I don’t have any close friends to tell my story to and there is still the program of telling others what you feel is akin to vomiting on them, you know you feel better they now feel worse, I think that was a Dr Joe teaching, I’m stu...
by Carol
Fri Mar 16, 2012 5:33 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thanks Ex: your reply is really welcome I didn't see it before I posted, your right I'm hurt not dead, I wasn't sure what I was feeling but anxious and disorientated certainly covers it, I am lost at the moment and there isn't really anyone to talk to about it, I am living with my family but they ca...
by Carol
Fri Mar 16, 2012 5:15 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thanks: Lost In Space: I think I was having a melt-down, I used to paint, it was my passion, I’d forgotten, after realising I’ve been chasing a false dream which at times felt like a nightmare, I’ve been obsessing on the EMF site, not good, doing things in moderation has not been my life-style for a...
by Carol
Fri Mar 16, 2012 1:31 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

thank you for your posts: Ex, W.E. and Robair, can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t speak without weeping, nothing is making any sense, just turmoil, I don’t feel right, these feelings are overwhelming, just panic, don’t know what to do
by Carol
Thu Mar 15, 2012 12:53 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thank you Joe sz: I have ordered the book from amazon so it should arrive any day now, I have choosen to immerse myself in the EMF site in order to educate myself so I do not repeat myself, there is a lot of spiritual teachings out there and I am now scared to go near any of them, as I am fully awar...
by Carol
Wed Mar 14, 2012 11:40 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thank you all so much for your warm welcome, I really appreciate it, to-day was the first day since the awful realisation that the whole jzk journey was a sham that I had the strength of mind to face the day, I know that the sincerity I felt through all of your communication made that possible. Than...
by Carol
Wed Mar 14, 2012 12:08 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Thankyou Marie and Freemysoul, your thoughts mean a lot right now, living moment to moment seems to be the only way, I am having difficulty making sense of anything, I foolishly thought since I hadn't been to an event since 2007 I was somehow free to choose whether I went with the madness of the tea...
by Carol
Wed Mar 14, 2012 2:31 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 11015

feeling a bit lost and confused

Hi, this is my second attempt to post, I lost the first one, these are early days for me and they are so painful, I'm starting to wonder if I can survive them without losing my mind, I feel so empty, the EMF site is the meaningful thing I have at the moment, I was first introduced to jkr in 1986 but...

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