The EnlightenMeFree (EMF) Online Debate Forum

EMF is not because you care about others, blah blah blah. There is an arrogance and meaness to rse die hards that literally takes your breath away, I can only say thankyou David for being there when I was drowning in despair and felt I would surely lose my mind, you and others threw me a lifeline w...

Hi Everyone It's been a long time since I posted but I read what's on this site every day, keeps me sane, anyway, lately I've been addicted to watching Judge Judy on the the television, at first I couldn't understand why I felt compelled to watch it every day, then it hit me, Holy Moly it's Ramtha, ...

Because I was introduced to the school when I was in the midst of a major ongoing trauma in my life and the RSE school was the distraction I seeked to guide me through my other trauma. I made it out of my other trauma alive and well; a miracle; so then I would defend RSE to the core: For 6 months I...

Well done Rooster, what you've posted here is truly the bottom line, it would seem that to much is never enough for old jzkr, her worship of the mighty dollar has certainly motivated many bs teachings and caused such pain and hardship in the process, however she not only wants your money but ultimat...

Hi Virginia, Wow!!!!!!! such an accurate description, its jzk alright, in every sentence, I am no longer in any doubt as to who she really is and what her intent and hidden agenda would be, thankyou so much, I now know who I gave my power too for all those years. To think that I was so deluded that ...

Hi Virginia, it would seem you can now read old jzr like a book, sadly she appears to be a work of fiction, with a re-ocurring theme, no heroes and a crap ending.
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C.C.

I believe that the jzk/scamtha source of many of the armageddon teachings came from the site beforeitsnews.com, I have seen many story lines that I have heard as teachings regarding ufo/reptiles, new world order gloom and doom, impending earthquakes, the fate of japan etc etc, it is possible to pred...

I haven't lost my sense of humor. I was one of the few people in the world that got thrown out of a cult...that's funny stuff...

I love it, the ability to laugh at the insanity of it all is a sure sign that you've taken your power back, yeah jzkr stick that in yer pipe and smoke it
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Hi SG, Its after two in the morning and I'm having a laugh, loved the pic of SG and the pointy finger, although I can imagine the finger pointing in another direction, especially at judith knight, enjoyed all your posts
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Hi SG, I know when I began to doubt what jkz was delivering I went looking for other way out there people who would corroborate similar bs, my impaired mind just couldn’t accept that there was no such thing as ramtha scamtha, it was to unthinkable, because of what I‘d given up to follow that despot,...

Hi Vanilla, I find your questions intriguing and I am tempted to answer them, but I would prefer to deliver my thoughts in a clear and concise way and I’m not in a good place right now, its only been a month since I watched the Glen Cunningham video interviews, Jeff Knight and Penny Torres/Mafu etc,...

P.S. The beautiful quote I posted came from Ockham, the words rescue me when I'm drowning in guilt and restores my balance, thanks again Ockham

Hello Prudence, when I read your post, my heart went out to you, old memories started to stir, there was no way my husband could have reasoned with me not to get involved in the jkr/rse fiasco, the arrogance I displayed was breathtaking, oh dear its all coming back to me, smoking the pipe like a boh...

Hello Rooster, thank you for your heartfelt post, due to the lack of the miraculous in rse, you cling to any little thing as evidence that its all true, I’ve heard rse friends relay an event which I had attended and alter it to such a degree it took my breath away, I’ve probably done it myself, so d...

Hello Virginia I was saddened to read how jzr had demonized you to a captive audience with the intent of casting you out, I am sure to anyone who possessed even a small proportion of critical thinking the toxic version of events jzr delivered all directed at you and designed to send you over the edg...

Hello, So many posts to read, I would agree Ockham, leaving a cult is very similar to the grieving process, there is no escaping this pain, the sad fact is I was seduced by a fabricated phantom affectionately known as the ram. I had completely fallen for the bull, that jzr was the only “one” who cou...

Hello W.E. Thank you for your warm wishes, its true the posts have empowered me, I can't say what would have happened had I not had the EMF site to express my turmoil, the creeping horror I felt when I initially realised that it was all a scam was all consuming. I do not want to live with regret but...

[quote="Ockham"] Life's focus to become all about endless preparation for TDTC and those everyday complexities of family, employment, taxes, etc. fade to the sideline. When one ventures back out from under JZ's fear umbrella, all those everyday nagging complexities are there to smack you i...

Hello Kensho: What can I say, thank you: I had written this long reply but decided not to post it, I need to contemplate what you have written here, its beautiful and I am moved by its simplicity and wisdom
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CC

Hello California Dreamin: Thankyou for your beautiful honesty, I hadn’t thought of womens groups, this self imposed isolation has to stop, its gone on long enough, its not healthy, I intend to do something about it soon
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CC

Thank you: California Dreamin for your post: The sad truth of it is I don’t have any close friends to tell my story to and there is still the program of telling others what you feel is akin to vomiting on them, you know you feel better they now feel worse, I think that was a Dr Joe teaching, I’m stu...

Thanks Ex: your reply is really welcome I didn't see it before I posted, your right I'm hurt not dead, I wasn't sure what I was feeling but anxious and disorientated certainly covers it, I am lost at the moment and there isn't really anyone to talk to about it, I am living with my family but they ca...

Thanks: Lost In Space: I think I was having a melt-down, I used to paint, it was my passion, I’d forgotten, after realising I’ve been chasing a false dream which at times felt like a nightmare, I’ve been obsessing on the EMF site, not good, doing things in moderation has not been my life-style for a...

thank you for your posts: Ex, W.E. and Robair, can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t speak without weeping, nothing is making any sense, just turmoil, I don’t feel right, these feelings are overwhelming, just panic, don’t know what to do

Thank you Joe sz: I have ordered the book from amazon so it should arrive any day now, I have choosen to immerse myself in the EMF site in order to educate myself so I do not repeat myself, there is a lot of spiritual teachings out there and I am now scared to go near any of them, as I am fully awar...

Thank you all so much for your warm welcome, I really appreciate it, to-day was the first day since the awful realisation that the whole jzk journey was a sham that I had the strength of mind to face the day, I know that the sincerity I felt through all of your communication made that possible. Than...

Thankyou Marie and Freemysoul, your thoughts mean a lot right now, living moment to moment seems to be the only way, I am having difficulty making sense of anything, I foolishly thought since I hadn't been to an event since 2007 I was somehow free to choose whether I went with the madness of the tea...

Hi, this is my second attempt to post, I lost the first one, these are early days for me and they are so painful, I'm starting to wonder if I can survive them without losing my mind, I feel so empty, the EMF site is the meaningful thing I have at the moment, I was first introduced to jkr in 1986 but...