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by Kelku
Wed Feb 25, 2015 6:07 pm
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: Dear RSE Student
Replies: 11
Views: 2916

Re: Dear RSE Student

Bows to you*, 'forever'.
and saying 'thank you'.
Silvia
by Kelku
Sun Jan 11, 2015 2:28 pm
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: RSE Rules and WINE CEREMONY POLICIES October 2001
Replies: 6
Views: 3970

Re: RSE Rules and WINE CEREMONY POLICIES October 2001

Hi Ruby,

welcome** :D

So we did the same beginning event in 2002.... we came a long way then.
All the best,
Silvia
by Kelku
Tue Apr 30, 2013 11:31 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital
Replies: 10
Views: 1936

Re: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital

R.i.P., Sad Grandfather .... you left impressive footprints of love and dedication here.
Thank you and God speed!
by Kelku
Mon Mar 04, 2013 12:06 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 6325

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

Hello HeyV, beautiful honest sharing you do. My recommendations ;-) : Get a hundred more dates and always tell what moves you... A guy just disappearing after this is not worth your time and love anyway. :) The realisations you have right now are surely worth the pain for they'll lead to healing. Ma...
by Kelku
Wed Feb 27, 2013 11:53 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Retraction
Replies: 5
Views: 1598

Re: Retraction

'Fookie' is more of a honorific title.
8) :lol:
by Kelku
Wed Feb 27, 2013 10:13 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 6325

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

HeyV, welcome... Dito... to what all the others have already said... so happy you made it there. And now it's time to not stop getting up in the morning and taking a shower. You got the book 'Take back your life' in the meantime? I am reading it again right now... it's a year since my official leave...
by Kelku
Wed Jan 30, 2013 10:28 pm
Forum: Children in RSE
Topic: Phoenix Rising School
Replies: 27
Views: 5051

Re: Phoenix Rising School

Oh sunshine, this breaks my heart to feel your loss.
I surely hope that things at r$e will crumble quickly so that your son gets his mom back in his life.

Father is Dr. Miceal Ledwith,... you'll find many posts here on EMF who talk about him.
Can anyone pls help with this?

Much love to you, Sunshine
by Kelku
Mon Jan 28, 2013 7:22 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2580

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

A warm welcome, sunshine.
Happy you found us.
by Kelku
Fri Jan 11, 2013 10:39 am
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: JZKRamtha - Prozac Enlightenment - Dr.Kathy May - Illegal Use - RSE
Replies: 16
Views: 3833

Re: Judy Knight / Ramtha recommending abuse of Prozac

As an anti depressant it's designed to calm down and make you tired in the first 2 or 3 weeks. The mood enhancing effect is supposed to only set in after. This is to keep down the suicidal tendencies people with depression are suffering from. All this of course if you are actually diagnosed with a d...
by Kelku
Wed Jan 09, 2013 10:43 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: My sister killed herself after leaving this cult in 2006.
Replies: 55
Views: 12043

Re: My sister killed herself after leaving this cult in 2006

Hi Deafashell,

so happy you followed your acute senses... really really happy.
Thank you for sharing.

Much love on your way
Silvia
by Kelku
Sat Dec 01, 2012 11:01 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: divorce from a current Ramtha student
Replies: 9
Views: 2224

Re: divorce from a current Ramtha student

Hello and welcome Dimensions,

maybe it would be of help if you'd share a bit about yourself and your current situation and what exactly worries you.
by Kelku
Thu Nov 15, 2012 6:25 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: "Scorned Woman" on front page of Nisqually Newspaper?
Replies: 13
Views: 2982

Re: "Scorned Woman" on front page of Nisqually Newspaper?

I couldn't hold myself back to call him the incarnated fashion fail on EE.... I didn't dare to say too much about his hair though... lol ... glad you did. :lol:
by Kelku
Wed Nov 14, 2012 10:14 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: my story, today
Replies: 26
Views: 4587

Re: my story, today

Here comes a german (((((((((hug))))))))) your way.... it will get better with time.

We had our heads in the skies and no feet on the ground. I believe as human beings we need both and we have to relearn a lot.... chickens are great. To chickens* 8)
by Kelku
Tue Nov 13, 2012 12:26 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 6613

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Thank you Freemysoul, you spoke my mind....

and I would like to carry bluntness further and ask Interested to politely refrain from further 'inquiries' of such kind.
by Kelku
Tue Nov 13, 2012 12:15 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: my story, today
Replies: 26
Views: 4587

Re: my story, today

Hi Roy, many many thanks for your wonderful post and all my respect to you and your path. I am glad you shared it with us. So happy there is another smart villager back in town ;-) .... meaning what JingZ described so nicely Once my mind shifted out of the hole, I found so much joy in the mundane......
by Kelku
Mon Nov 12, 2012 3:58 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Introduction
Replies: 32
Views: 4278

Re: Introduction

Hi Roy, so good to have you here. But there are feelings of loss and a strange unspecified grieving process, and a finding that goes along with it I soo love what you have written here, it's describes exactly what I felt and sometimes still do.... just in the meantime the 'finding' outweighs the fee...
by Kelku
Mon Nov 12, 2012 2:38 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 6613

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

I apologize, Interested, I don't know you and confused you with somebody else.
Sorry :-?

Silvia
by Kelku
Sat Nov 10, 2012 2:56 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 6613

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Right Ex....

And Interested (O.), I think I know who you are. Haven't you started this before on EE, your little 'Ramtha is not too bad', '...if it helps....', the end justifies the means...' etc.?
Do I think JZ Knight is a fraud? Yes and NO
Ja, you are covering all possibilties here... :shock:
by Kelku
Thu Nov 08, 2012 6:22 pm
Forum: EMF International Forum
Topic: USA, France and elsewhere
Replies: 41
Views: 16950

Re: USA, France and elsewhere

Wow, Delavie... merci beaucoup :D

thank you soo much for updating us on what is happening in France.

Much love to you,
Silvia
by Kelku
Tue Nov 06, 2012 10:29 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Hooked by a celebrity
Replies: 14
Views: 3684

Re: Hooked by a celebrity

Hello Awaken and a warm welcome... Thank you for sharing your interesting story. I just can contribute my observation on how rse used her for promotion... I met her at a summer event in Italy some years ago (2006/2007?). She seemed to be a focussed and dedicated student, sitting attentively in the b...
by Kelku
Mon Nov 05, 2012 6:29 pm
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Joe Sumrall RSE student unsolved murder 1992
Replies: 12
Views: 4814

Re: Joe Sumrall RSE student unsolved murder 1992

Right on, Grandfather....

win-win is always on her side.
So great to create a closed system. :cry:
by Kelku
Sun Nov 04, 2012 7:27 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: My RSE exit story Cheryl - It is good to be free.
Replies: 24
Views: 4789

Re: My exit story

:D It took me many days to write and rewrite my initial post......and facing the fear that suddenly was so apparent... The moment I was about to hit the 'Send' button waves of adrenaline were flushing my body. Now, months later so much happened and changed and life is slowly becoming a life again. S...
by Kelku
Sun Nov 04, 2012 7:09 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: In A Moment I Awoke from my slumber
Replies: 25
Views: 4402

Re: In A Moment I Awoke from my slumber

Hi JingZ and welcome... Good to have you here and thank you for your enjoyable post. I smiled when you mentioned the 'Caterpillar-Butterfly' story although it also triggers me. I did one beginning event for myself and about 15 as a translator.... I must have had that story running through my brain a...
by Kelku
Sun Nov 04, 2012 6:14 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: My RSE exit story Cheryl - It is good to be free.
Replies: 24
Views: 4789

Re: My exit story

Wow....
Thank you so much, Cheryl, this is a great read.
You have wonderfully put into words what happends if one agrees to the ideal offered in the first place.
Thank you for sharing.

Much love,
Silvia
by Kelku
Sun Nov 04, 2012 4:46 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: how C&E works
Replies: 5
Views: 2269

Re: how C&E works

Great find, Roy... as a nurse I was questioning the effects of c&e and as an observer during C&E I just saw too many people displaying the above described effects..... especially with elderly or sick people or with pregnant women it was obvious that it didn't do them any go. I for myself developped ...
by Kelku
Sat Nov 03, 2012 6:53 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Members!
Replies: 17
Views: 3023

Re: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Memb

Grandfather, so happy for you... your daughter gives you some real 'her', no rse gibberish, that's fabulous. Vanilla, I always enjoy your 'stories directly from stage'.... I tried to keep up with reading the past days while working. Not an easy task since there is so much life going on...on EMF, EE,...
by Kelku
Mon Oct 29, 2012 1:30 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZK, Inc takes down EMF Video
Replies: 8
Views: 1971

Re: JZK, Inc takes down EMF Video

What I know for sure is that RSE was never able to sell certain c&e processes due to copyrights because audio and music were on the same soundtrack.

In Germany one has to pay a fee if playing music in a bar or so. That does not include the permission to use the songs otherwise.
by Kelku
Mon Oct 29, 2012 9:49 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZK, Inc takes down EMF Video
Replies: 8
Views: 1971

Re: JZK, Inc takes down EMF Video

They don't pay to use this music... if you buy an audio cd and there is music playing in the background it gets edited and the part has to get delivered in written form.

Maybe they pay a fee for using the songs at events, if at all.... like a pub or a disco has to...
by Kelku
Fri Oct 26, 2012 10:46 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Spirituality imagination
Replies: 5
Views: 1909

Re: Spirituality imagination

There was this lady who went to a Yelm event, bought some expensive boots and.... lost them there. A year later at an Italy event she saw the same boots, same size placed in front of a shower. She perceived this to be a great manifestation, that her shoes are coming back to her. Too bad the other la...
by Kelku
Tue Oct 23, 2012 12:19 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: RSE (Special Use Permit) SUP-95-007 Feb 1998
Replies: 8
Views: 2251

Re: RSE (Special Use Permit) SUP-95-007 Feb 1998

Danke David,

if I ever get the invested money back I can travel the world several times including NZ 8) , together with all the other reimbursed students :lol: ... but I fear our money has gone into some ridiculous knick-knacks, corrupt politicians, subjective newspapers and beach properties.
by Kelku
Sun Oct 21, 2012 4:18 pm
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: And the appeal of JZ Knight's message is...?
Replies: 45
Views: 17300

Re: And the appeal of JZ Knight's message is...?

Hi Nachoman, I wish to be far from Yelm some day and forget about all this crazy school, meanwhile I'll try to be happy with my things and don't waste my energy thinking too much in JZ and her crazy crew , but is difficult living in Yelm Area. ... I feel for you and all those who are stuck in the Ye...
by Kelku
Sun Oct 21, 2012 3:57 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: RSE (Special Use Permit) SUP-95-007 Feb 1998
Replies: 8
Views: 2251

Re: RSE (Special Use Permit) SUP-95-007 Feb 1998

Thank you, David
and good job in summarizing the whole affair :D

...patiently waiting to get the money back. :lol:
by Kelku
Sat Oct 13, 2012 4:40 pm
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: living conditions in Yelm & the Japanese
Replies: 5
Views: 1559

Re: living conditions in Yelm & the Japanese

Yep. we definitely plan to ride the wave and take ridiculous group pictures. 8)

As far as EE is concerned and if someone wants to be added, my real name is Silvia.

Aloha* :lol:
by Kelku
Sat Oct 13, 2012 4:29 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.
Replies: 33
Views: 5996

Re: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.

I hope you are done now, Phill.

And respect to all you who had the patience to respond and reach out to him....
I couldn't even stand reading anymore in the end.

All the best for your journey, Phill.
by Kelku
Wed Oct 10, 2012 11:15 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Finally....
Replies: 16
Views: 3189

Re: Finally....

Thank you so much, Tree. And... :lol: ... I truly want to apologize for quoting Tony Robbins in my last comment in this thread... that was in April.... Obviously I had no idea back then who T.Robbins is... :-? So learning is a good thing. :P Thank you all here on EMF for supporting this process.
by Kelku
Thu Oct 04, 2012 6:22 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From Virginia
Replies: 34
Views: 8785

Re: From Virginia

Cherrs*...

Must be a long term project since V.'s letter dates back to March. ;-)

Join you with the popcorn, Tree.
by Kelku
Wed Sep 26, 2012 12:02 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: so confused...
Replies: 11
Views: 1978

Re: so confused...

Hello Lovelight, happy you found your way to this site to learn about what you are dealing with. I won't go into length here as my time is very scarce right now. Here is what I can say, which only represents is my opinion: Your bf didn't do much events (as far as I know 1Beginners+FU, 1 CYY and 1Blu...
by Kelku
Tue Sep 25, 2012 7:13 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…
Replies: 14
Views: 2575

Re: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…

Just looking at the headline of this thread makes me shiver. Whatever we personally experienced and whatever opinion we now have about the disciplines should not be advertised with remarks like "...and it works..." Of course mirrow work is an old thing, Scamtha even said so and as far as I know the ...
by Kelku
Tue Sep 25, 2012 6:44 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Tierney: I lived in fear, quite my job, moved to WA
Replies: 10
Views: 2090

Re: Tierney: I lived in fear, quite my job, moved to WA

Agreed...
Taking whole responsibility for ones actions sounds good and it's the perfect excuse for any cult leader for not being responsible for the brainwash they induce.
Critical thinking needs discernment.... but a lot of our decisions only show a lack of it.
by Kelku
Mon Sep 24, 2012 1:54 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 5509

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Sounds good, Eddie. :D I have some rse people reconnecting.... they seem to be insecure and procrastinating... Well, let's have an open ear and door for them. But many people are tearing themselves apart by sitting on the fence. I had people contacting me, having an outburst of anger and disappointe...
by Kelku
Mon Sep 24, 2012 7:17 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Tierney: I lived in fear, quite my job, moved to WA
Replies: 10
Views: 2090

Re: Tierney: I lived in fear, quite my job, moved to WA

Hello NatureGirl, thank you for sharing your story. As for the spies on EE.... sure, they are everywhere, also on EMF ... It took me a while after coming out to realize that nothing would harm me.... As long as we only report what we witnessed they cannot do anything but they know that we know.... P...
by Kelku
Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:12 pm
Forum: About Staff & Cult Leaders: Its All About Me
Topic: James fired
Replies: 17
Views: 3005

Re: James fired

Same confusion here.
I only know of Mike Wright having a military background.
by Kelku
Thu Sep 13, 2012 6:37 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: JZ KNIGHT SAYS 2012 doomsday is not happening
Replies: 12
Views: 2099

Re: JZ KNIGHT SAYS 2012 doomsday is not happening

To comment on this hypocritical article is obviously not welcomed at the 'End of the World News'.
They prefer to only have one side presented.
by Kelku
Sat Aug 25, 2012 10:47 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Wanda, another death attributed to RSE
Replies: 4
Views: 1726

Re: another death attributed to RSE

Pleasure 8)
... although finding this post was just another sad proof for the ongoing madness.

Think it's time to use my real name... no fear of retaliation anymore.

Much Love
Silvia
by Kelku
Tue Aug 21, 2012 11:40 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Eddie: My RSE Experience & Red Flags
Replies: 24
Views: 3950

Re: Eddie: My RSE Experience & Red Flags

For everybody who still wonders what fabulous secret knowledge and private sweets are given at a feast we have Eddie's word and mine that this is NOT the case. Basically it is the same as being part of a drunken wine teaching just more lightening (your purse). The food is included but people have to...
by Kelku
Wed Aug 15, 2012 7:09 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: No Sick Pay and Benefits for RSE staff
Replies: 8
Views: 2283

Re: PEOPLE WHO NEVER POST

Was that about the pulmonary emphysema she supposedly healed by inventing the walk? I always wondered with that one. Pulmonary emphysema is considered to be irreversible... It would have been easy to show x-rays or the famous cat scans that were mentioned a hundred times BEFORE and AFTER with her na...
by Kelku
Wed Aug 15, 2012 6:12 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: No Sick Pay and Benefits for RSE staff
Replies: 8
Views: 2283

Re: PEOPLE WHO NEVER POST

He followed that teaching by stating the following where "Ramtha" anounced that JZ would die in April 2011. I remember that her explanation for not dying was that she can change these things. JZ's death is announced by the Ramtha character - enough students are shocked and devastated - they registe...
by Kelku
Wed Aug 15, 2012 7:33 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: From Eddie
Replies: 9
Views: 1482

Re: From Virginia

I align myself with what Freemysoul has expressed so beautifully.... there is no redemption at RSE. I get your point, Eddie, about what you liked at RSE. But unfortunately it can't be advised to jump into the RSE pool and swim to get the good stuff out of it.... for most people this doesn't work and...
by Kelku
Wed Aug 15, 2012 7:08 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Eddie: My RSE Experience & Red Flags
Replies: 24
Views: 3950

Re: Eddie: My RSE Experience & Red Flags

Thank you, Eddie, for your reply. I agree that JZ has a powerful and charismatic character. For sure one has to have an impressing personality to apply ones power on people. The linked videos ('The so called Messiah') display very vividly what we are discussing here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k...
by Kelku
Tue Aug 14, 2012 6:01 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Eddie: My RSE Experience & Red Flags
Replies: 24
Views: 3950

Re: Your RSE Experience & Red Flags

Welcome Eddie and thank you for sharing your story. An enjoyable read. You seem to have gone through rse without greater emotional or financial damage.... Good for you. :D When you describe the experience of your first personal encounter, I was reminded of my own similiary strong reaction. The 2nd t...
by Kelku
Fri Jul 13, 2012 10:33 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Happy B Day David
Replies: 7
Views: 1448

Re: Happy B Day David

I am late but was right on time. When you hurried into your 45th trip around the sun I was sipping an alcholic drink in your honour, the hammock slightly swinging with a spectaculous view into the Alpes and kittens and Indian runner ducks bustling about. Hope you got the vibes. I wish you a fantasti...
by Kelku
Mon Jun 11, 2012 11:27 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?
Replies: 20
Views: 3335

Re: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?

Hi UK girl, a warm welcome to you and thank you for sharing your story. Having been a staff member (world-tour staff) for some years it took me quite a long time to speak out here on EMF. Now this only happened in April and since then the most amazing things are happening in my life. Like for you, m...
by Kelku
Wed Jun 06, 2012 9:54 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Coffee and Chat Tuesday June 5
Replies: 7
Views: 1504

Re: Coffee and Chat Tuesday June 5

These are some pretty awesome times. As Virginia and David so greatly described the EE site morphed itself into a support group for ex rse students or members who are just about to wake up. I consider these past days an adventure and a great opportunity to learn and to inform. Obviously the demand d...
by Kelku
Sat Jun 02, 2012 3:38 pm
Forum: All Things Books - Debate
Topic: 400 Years of Imaginary Friends
Replies: 3
Views: 1292

Re: 400 Years of Imaginary Friends

Thank you, Joe, for sending me the book.

It's a great read that looks at the origins of new age teachings, their mechanics and how the channeling business evolved being a big money deal. The similiarities to RSE and JZ's philosophy and behaviour are often striking.
by Kelku
Fri Jun 01, 2012 5:49 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Kumare
Replies: 8
Views: 1936

Re: Kumare

the real lesson is in the devotee that learns to see through the fake, not in the teaching of the guru.
... greatly put.
I might quote you with this, Joe.
by Kelku
Mon May 21, 2012 7:41 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: A short intro
Replies: 16
Views: 2355

Re: A short intro

Welcome Mitchell,

glad to have you here and thanks for sharing.
by Kelku
Mon May 21, 2012 7:37 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: It’s not all bad that it’s not all true
Replies: 10
Views: 2144

Re: It’s not all bad that it’s not all true

A warm welcome to you, Maroni, glad you got it without greater damage to be done to your life. :-) As a European I agree with your description of the differences in culture that makes it harder to swallow RSE marketing strategies. I spent some time telling some teachers that the marketing they put o...
by Kelku
Thu May 10, 2012 5:58 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: courageous memoir by Kate B
Replies: 9
Views: 2135

Re: courageous memoir by Kate B

Personally I don't recall the 'being closest to the mormons', at least not as a recurring reference. I remember JZR making jokes about their polygamy and claiming that the school is close to gnosis and gnostic teachings. As for her own incarnations, it seemed, she remained intentionally vague, espec...
by Kelku
Tue May 08, 2012 9:54 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: courageous memoir by Kate B
Replies: 9
Views: 2135

Re: courageous memoir by Kate B

Respect to Kate for her braveness. We received these teachings about being without gender for years just as another tool to increase confusion about ourselves. Honestly I never really understood the whole issue when she talked about crossovers etc.. Asking others, including the teachers, the answers...
by Kelku
Sun May 06, 2012 4:24 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: starting recovery and beyond
Replies: 22
Views: 2847

Re: starting recovery and beyond

Rooster, I think it's great what you are doing. Thank you, Joe. disorganized speech resulting from formal thought disorder, .....impaired or decreased speech (aphasia),... Right now my natural ability to voice myself is returning. Last year when I was still doing my job for rse I recognized that oft...
by Kelku
Sat May 05, 2012 3:34 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: starting recovery and beyond
Replies: 22
Views: 2847

Re: starting recovery and beyond

In my 10 years at rse I never got very far in indoctrinating my children with the philosophy and maybe out of instinct I never really tried. My daughter did one beginning event and wasn't too impressed.... found her cards and asked , "what is the deal here?" My son always refused to visit an event. ...
by Kelku
Fri May 04, 2012 7:44 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My Friend has been involved with RSE for about 20 years - Help
Replies: 44
Views: 5587

Re: New Friend

Dear Oriane, my thoughts on your questions: JZR's position towards christianity can rather be labeled as being anti-church and anti-religion. The christ principles though play a great role in the teachings although often in a distorted rse sense. So christhood is seen as the goal, .... becoming a ma...
by Kelku
Thu May 03, 2012 8:37 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: starting recovery and beyond
Replies: 22
Views: 2847

Re: starting recovery and beyond

You go, Rooster. And be happy and proud about your wise decision.... it might be a rough ride now but I am sure that it'll feel much better really quickly. And as for your parents. If their place of love is bigger than the rse mindset they'll still be there with you and your familiy. And if not, the...
by Kelku
Sun Apr 29, 2012 6:48 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Refund if you don't want the wine ceremony
Replies: 6
Views: 1989

Re: Refund if you don't want the wine ceremony

I also heard RSE hired a new PR firm, and the recommendation was to push more of the interaction with the customers into web events. What a coincidence. ;-) A student who just attended the world-update streaming said, 'JZR' mentioned that 'he' wants the school's format to change. No further events,...
by Kelku
Sat Apr 28, 2012 8:49 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Brainwashed to death?
Replies: 12
Views: 3009

Re: Brainwashed to death?

So wonderful thoughtful posts here. :D Kensho, I love the points you elaborated. I'd like to add something on the doctoral degrees. As far as I know Miceal's are valid. Greg once said that his is derived from a joke. ... very funny, especially for the people that don't know this. I just came about a...
by Kelku
Thu Apr 26, 2012 10:12 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Brainwashed to death?
Replies: 12
Views: 3009

Brainwashed to death?

How to dump any reasoning at the greatest costs- It was a 'live' event some years ago in Europe. I was being a translation-trainee and was observed for the quality of my performance, Some days into the event my arm started hurting while doing C&E. After a day of increasing pain I mentioned it to the...
by Kelku
Tue Apr 24, 2012 8:10 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: disciplines beneficial???
Replies: 21
Views: 2950

Re: disciplines beneficial???

California Dreamin', how can a teaching that aging can be stopped or even reversed, not affect us in our perception of ourselves aging (I prefer ripening now :P ) ? It's definitely hard to grow older at RSE and not feel like a complete failure. Just good that JZ and the teachers obviously are not ap...
by Kelku
Tue Apr 24, 2012 7:44 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: When the body shuts down...
Replies: 8
Views: 2441

Re: When the body shuts down...

Hi, California Dreamin' and thank you for your welcome. .... so glad to share with all of you. My insights into rse might be quite limited though, as I was part of the world-tour staff and not working in Yelm. I never got close to JZ... she is not searching any contact to her 'dolls'. Her Ramtha-cha...
by Kelku
Tue Apr 24, 2012 10:24 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: When the body shuts down...
Replies: 8
Views: 2441

When the body shuts down...

One of my red flags was vicarious embarrassment, shame and anger causing physical defense reactions. Doing a good job in simultaneous translation is a bit like tuning in to a radio station or stepping into the mind of the person talking or maybe better, I had to let down my own personal protection w...
by Kelku
Tue Apr 24, 2012 9:11 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Finally....
Replies: 16
Views: 3189

Re: Finally....

I am so grateful & happy for all your responses. Your support means so much to me. Slandering has not occured yet and the tension is fading. It seems to work, putting the irrational fears to the test. :D Greg S. once called me a 'straight shooter' which I interpret as someone not stabbing others in...
by Kelku
Mon Apr 23, 2012 11:28 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: disciplines beneficial???
Replies: 21
Views: 2950

Re: disciplines beneficial???

'Are the disciplines beneficial?' Having been doing disciplines like grazy during my first 3 years at rse, mainly C&E, my experience was, no.... to the contrary. It was a ritual I repeated under the pressure that it has to be done to evolve. So I did and others told me wonderful stories about what t...
by Kelku
Mon Apr 23, 2012 7:08 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Finally....
Replies: 16
Views: 3189

Re: Finally....

Thank you all for the warm welcome and the supporting words. I became aware of this strange fear of speaking out as being part of the manipulation. If it is an aquired, irrational fear based on a high pressure system, trying to undermine any attempts from the person to leave - a bit like a security ...
by Kelku
Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:45 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Finally....
Replies: 16
Views: 3189

Re: Finally....

Thank you so much, Kensho, for your warm welcome and all your thoughtful posts here that I've read so far. I posted just a few hours ago and I still have shaky legs. :-? There are still many people at rse that became dear to me over the years and this seems to be such a complete cut. But if they sho...
by Kelku
Sun Apr 22, 2012 12:35 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Finally....
Replies: 16
Views: 3189

Finally....

Hi everybody, this is my first post.... People close to me know that I stepped out of the club but I have not yet spoken out in public. And because EMF is under constant observation by JZ's pawns, clicking the 'submit' button for this post will be like sending my official cancellation to RSE. The mo...

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