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by Sunshine
Thu Feb 05, 2015 7:26 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Melissa Genson letter to JZ Knight
Replies: 2
Views: 1853

Re: Melissa Genson letter to JZ Knight

Missy and Steve.. you guys are amazing. Thank you for all your hard work!! XO
by Sunshine
Mon Mar 03, 2014 5:52 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Candle Focus
Replies: 11
Views: 1903

Re: Candle Focus

Hi David :) I'm with Seriouly here.. I recall doing the same kind of candle focus and the year had to have been between 89-91 as it was before my son was born. The floor was dirt. There were two candles on the stage. Although my memory says we did this for much longer than 45 minutes, I could be emb...
by Sunshine
Mon Mar 03, 2014 5:40 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: RSE student Fiona Regan shot herself
Replies: 19
Views: 4469

Re: RSE student Fiona Regan shot herself

Wow.... Thank you RoyGBiv, for that detailed breakdown of the events leading up to Fiona's death. While I was reading, I got this all too familiar feeling. Although I, in no way experienced even similar experiences as Fiona, the state of mind and/or feelings associated were familiar to me. For me, I...
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:29 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight vs D McCarthy NZ Trial
Replies: 21
Views: 5975

Re: JZ Knight vs D McCarthy NZ Trail date: Monday 26 May 201

Yes.. I agree with Jeff Adams on all points. You are and always have been a strong, honest, genuine and authentic man David and I believe 2014 is going to be an awesome year for all of us.
by Sunshine
Mon Sep 02, 2013 9:37 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight vs David McCarthy US lawsuit
Replies: 29
Views: 6186

Re: David McCarthy EMF SLAPP motion against JZK

I'd like to know, spicifically why, Joe was kicked off EE.
by Sunshine
Mon Sep 02, 2013 3:35 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Bio channel, my ghost story
Replies: 11
Views: 2070

Re: Bio channel, my ghost story

Bar orbs?? My memory is a little dusty here but I remember in the very early 90's being told about these life sucking beings :roll: that hang around the bars in the "market place". My memory brings up pictures of them draped across door openings, dangling, waiting for the unsuspecting human that has...
by Sunshine
Sat Aug 31, 2013 9:29 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Bio channel, my ghost story
Replies: 11
Views: 2070

Re: Bio channel, my ghost story

Seriously...

You're seriously funny!
by Sunshine
Mon Jul 22, 2013 4:20 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Wondering if anyone had heard this?
Replies: 14
Views: 2229

Re: Wondering if anyone had heard this?

New Shoes, I look forward to more conversations, connecting, relating and healing with you. I will read your "scales falling from your eyes" post. That is incredibly sad regarding the "looking lost" Japanese people you described, I hope they found their way back to their homes and family's. I strugg...
by Sunshine
Mon Jul 22, 2013 6:38 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Wondering if anyone had heard this?
Replies: 14
Views: 2229

Re: Wondering if anyone had heard this?

Hello and thank you New Shoes ☺. I very much enjoyed reading your post here and all your others as well. You express yourself so well and you are an eloquent writer. I was just reading some of your earlier posts and it just stood out to me (and shocked me) that you were involved is r$e for 26 years ...
by Sunshine
Sun Jul 21, 2013 12:21 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Wondering if anyone had heard this?
Replies: 14
Views: 2229

Re: Wondering if anyone had heard this?

Somehow I don't think she gives a sh*t. Although I see where this could bring a little solace.
by Sunshine
Thu Jun 20, 2013 6:32 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching
Replies: 10
Views: 1931

Re: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching

The person who started this thread has successfully pissed me off to the point of speachlessness.
Uggggghhhhhhh.

Thank you Freemysoul, Shocked and LIS. It soothes my soul to read your words! Honestly it does.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Thank you.
by Sunshine
Tue Apr 30, 2013 3:18 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital
Replies: 10
Views: 1931

Re: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital

I woke up this morning to this.. I was explaining who Sad Grandfather was to my boyfriend and as I was reading this post to him I started to cry. I don't know if JZ Knight and all her handlers/inner circle even conceive of how far reaching the damage is, how the ripple effect goes so far beyond the ...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 29, 2013 10:03 pm
Forum: Pseudoscience & RSE
Topic: Ramtha's hollow earth?
Replies: 8
Views: 2395

Re: Ramtha's hollow earth?

Oh thank you Seriously.... I re-read your previous post and I see you were not directing that at me. I appreciate your kind words regarding my son. I imagine we have many memories in common, having been introduced to the jzr nightmare at such young ages. Is your family sill involved in the cult? Tha...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 29, 2013 6:39 am
Forum: Pseudoscience & RSE
Topic: Ramtha's hollow earth?
Replies: 8
Views: 2395

Re: Ramtha's hollow earth?

Hello Seriously.... Thank you for the heads up. The last event I attended at r$e was in 1998. Unfortunately, during the years I was there I had a son at a fairly young age, he is grown now, but was born into the cult and chooses to remain there now. This is the single most painful circumstance I fac...
by Sunshine
Sat Apr 27, 2013 9:30 pm
Forum: Pseudoscience & RSE
Topic: Ramtha's hollow earth?
Replies: 8
Views: 2395

Re: Ramtha's hollow earth?

Oh yes... I recall this all too well! I was 14 and while my friends were at the mall taking about boys, I was at home bring taught about aliens, the grey men and the nature of reality :)) Yes, good times! {insert exaggerated eye roll here} AND {insert puking here}
by Sunshine
Tue Apr 23, 2013 7:21 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: lee harris onaxis
Replies: 12
Views: 2580

Re: lee harris onaxis

Wow Shocked.... That would have totally creeped me out too! I read the links and just seeing their pictures was creepy. These creeps just get added to the VERY LONG list of creepy, scandalous, fraudulent, pedophilic (pretty sure this is not a word but you know what I mean), child molesting, scam art...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 22, 2013 4:57 pm
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: Do I Detect A Lie -- "Ramtha" JZ Knight
Replies: 19
Views: 4791

Re: Do I Detect A Lie -- "Ramtha" JZ Knight

Hello Phoenix :) So glad you are reading and especially happy to see you post!! Yes, Judy zebra.. That is the same story I recall as well. Please continue to share with us, your story as well as everyone's here is so important to my healing! It's all about human connection for me now (I was so incre...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 22, 2013 3:43 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 3145

Re: NVM

"No reason to speculate what might happen with RSE. Every concerned person/parent of a cult member wonders if that cult will go the way of Manson, Jonestown or Heaven's Gate. Group generated homicide and suicide are the rare exceptions among the thousands of similar cults on the map. Suicides of a l...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 22, 2013 3:53 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Return of Compassion
Replies: 8
Views: 2606

Re: Return of Compassion

Oh yes.. The ego problem! Me, me, me.. enough about me, what do you think about me? LOL. I have come to the conclusion that if we were meant to do life all alone, we should have each been given our own planets to live on, there certainly is enough room in the universe! But we weren't, we are all tog...
by Sunshine
Sat Apr 20, 2013 6:00 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Return of Compassion
Replies: 8
Views: 2606

Re: Return of Compassion

newshoes, Your compassion filled week is the most beautiful thing I have had the pleasure of reading all day! Thank you so much for posting your experiences. I just posted on another topic here about having "experiences". I used to hear about all these ummm lets just say "interesting" experiences th...
by Sunshine
Sat Apr 20, 2013 5:50 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: blue light bath for planet in March!
Replies: 9
Views: 1748

Re: blue light bath for planet in March!

Hi Roost! Nice to see you :) Yes, the ol' infrared! God how I hated that stuff, on the outside I looked like I was all into it, but inside I was dying. Dying of boredom, dying of trying with all my might to make sense of all that jargon, dying that I really felt on some levels like a complete and ut...
by Sunshine
Sat Apr 20, 2013 5:19 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 3145

NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?

Yes, I read the NVN and I was confused as hell as to what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about. Really? She loves Jesus? Oh my goodness, she is delusional. Does she think she's going to win over the towns people with this column? Honestly I was confused as to why she would be writing li...
by Sunshine
Fri Apr 19, 2013 5:34 pm
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

"Then they were told by Virginia that if they talked publically about it they would be kicked off EE alltogether."

That sounds very dictatorship-ie. Could this be why we haven't heard from either moderator about this?
by Sunshine
Fri Apr 19, 2013 5:11 pm
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

Here's another disconnect I see:

I thought that the moderators were deleted to relieve stress? Which seems like a kind thing to do, right? What was "just done to the moderators?"
by Sunshine
Fri Apr 19, 2013 5:49 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

Here's the disconnect I'm seeing: Quote from Cedar: "The next day, after Virginia knew this had caused a breakdown, she still contacted me with vicious posts that were completely unacceptable for a moderator." Quote from Breckan: "I do think that we are all human. We are fallible. We make mistakes. ...
by Sunshine
Thu Apr 18, 2013 11:00 pm
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

I recently read on EE that the two moderators were deleted in an effort to reduce stress... I am paraphrasing here, I wanted to use the exact words that I read but in going on EE and looking for the conversation where I read this, I cannot find it. I scrolled down many, many pages and it was not the...
by Sunshine
Thu Apr 18, 2013 10:03 pm
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

{hand raised} I have a question and I'm asking it publicly as to not get a one sided answer, just looking for the answer that fits everyone's understanding of the situation; why were the two moderators removed from moderating on EE?
by Sunshine
Thu Apr 18, 2013 4:10 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 5702

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

I don't know about anyone else but I kind of wish to debate these issues openly, publicly and respectfully. Only problem is.. I have no idea what these issues are. I can put together some pieces of the puzzle with bits of information that I've read here and on EE but other than that, I really don't ...
by Sunshine
Tue Apr 16, 2013 2:03 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 4438

Re: I was hooked

I completely agree Joe. Helping others is an incredible way to heal. When I was referring to being kind to myself it was not in the "love thyself" kind of way r$e teaches. Personally, I have a lot of negative (it's getting much, much better) self talk in my head and I can be down right cruel to myse...
by Sunshine
Fri Apr 12, 2013 4:43 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 4438

Re: I was hooked

Yes, thank you Joe.. That first link really surprised me! I am the "walk out"!!! That described me to a TEE. I don't know that I have "shed the mind control" and my life has been exactly as described. I'm learning so much here, thank you:) Hello Shocked, so glad to read your posts and happy to know ...
by Sunshine
Tue Apr 09, 2013 6:25 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 4181

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

A really warm welcome to you RSEsurvior! It brings me so much, ummmm... trying to find the right word here... it brings me such a special kind of peace to know another wonderful person has found their way out of the JZR nightmare and has made it safely here to EMF! Yes, you are a survivor! And I am ...
by Sunshine
Sat Apr 06, 2013 3:41 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Leaving the cult
Replies: 3
Views: 1693

Re: Leaving the cult

Thanks Roost! This was a great read for me right now, much appreciated :D
by Sunshine
Wed Apr 03, 2013 4:55 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 4438

Re: I was hooked

Welcome Shocked :) In reading your post I just wanted to reach through my computer and hug you! We are all so glad you found EMF! Some of the thoughts and feelings you described were identical to my own. I have said this many times so I hope no ones getting tired of hearing it from me but it is my s...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 01, 2013 6:41 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 6320

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

HeyV, This too shal pass, you are absolutely not alone. Please keep reading here, educating yourself, keep posting and reaching out. Human connection with those who understand has been tremendously healing for me. Read and reach out to those who you relate the most to. Let us tell you about what has...
by Sunshine
Mon Apr 01, 2013 6:24 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information???
Replies: 8
Views: 1830

Re: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information?

Thank you so much you guys; freemysoul, journeythroughramthaland, Rooster, seriously, newshoes and every other EMF poster. I completely love reading here. It reminds me of all the things I ran the hell away from but never came to terms with. There are NO other souls on this planet that can do for me...
by Sunshine
Fri Mar 29, 2013 10:24 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee
Replies: 9
Views: 2706

Re: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee

Here's to us all being survivors of the JZK nightmare! And sane parents ROCK!
by Sunshine
Thu Mar 28, 2013 7:53 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

Wow!! A really warm and wonderful WELCOME to you Newshoes! It brings my heart a very special kind of happiness that I get the pleasure of experiencing when someone finds EMF and it does for them what it does for me! We are the only ones of our kind; survivors of the JZK night mere. Our experiences u...
by Sunshine
Thu Mar 28, 2013 4:46 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Let’s talk about the Fear!
Replies: 5
Views: 2587

Re: Let’s talk about the Fear!

Thank you David. Although I have not received any subpoena, I am happy to hear you open this discussion. Fear feeds in the dark. Shedding light on this matter is healthy and needed. It also helps to keep everyone clear and knowledgeable. I learned a few things myself from your post and that helps cl...
by Sunshine
Sun Mar 24, 2013 5:43 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee
Replies: 9
Views: 2706

Re: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee

Hello Derrick with 2 r's... So, so glad you shared some of your story here! I could relate to many things you talked about and it helps me, and I'm sure others, to know I am not alone. It is tragic the things we have all been through, the magnitude of the misfortunes that occur in and around this "s...
by Sunshine
Sat Mar 23, 2013 9:10 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: What going on Greg retiring
Replies: 11
Views: 2282

Re: What going on Greg retiring

What??? 23 years in... I thought we were supposed to ascend, not retire like NORMAL people?!?
by Sunshine
Sat Mar 23, 2013 5:35 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: The courage to say 'No' to JZK, Inc
Replies: 1
Views: 1305

Re: The courage to say 'No' to JZK, Inc

Why does this picture bring tears to my eyes? I think because it symbolizes free thinking! In addition to courage, strength and individualism. BEAUTIFUL.
Thanks for sharing David<3
by Sunshine
Fri Mar 22, 2013 6:30 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
Replies: 53
Views: 10039

Re: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience

BRAVO Freemysoul!!! Bravo! This site has improved my recovery from r$e more in the last 2 months since finding you all, then in the last 15 years I have been recovering alone. I am forever grateful to the owners, operators and members here. Thanks so much everyone. ❤
by Sunshine
Fri Mar 15, 2013 11:21 pm
Forum: About Staff & Cult Leaders: Its All About Me
Topic: Paging Dr. Stupid
Replies: 12
Views: 2987

Re: Paging Dr. Stupid

Seriously- almost speachless.. So many nails on the head! Awesome posts!! Thoroughly enjoying reading them:) Thank you!
by Sunshine
Fri Mar 15, 2013 9:14 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Yelm NV News: Ex-RSE group battles subpoena
Replies: 19
Views: 4158

Re: Yelm NV News: Ex-RSE group battles subpoena

Go David..Go David.. You're a Rock Star, get you're game on!! I'm beginning to feel there may be an end to JZR as we all have known and that my friends, well, that's LIBERATION at its finest! :D

May we all rest better at night knowing this is a very real possibility!
by Sunshine
Fri Mar 15, 2013 2:11 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: my story, today
Replies: 26
Views: 4587

Re: my story, today

Agreed Freemysoul.. Yes thank you Roy for your courage, strength and wisdom that you share. It is so valuable to those of us that read here.

Much love to everyone!
Sunshine
by Sunshine
Thu Mar 14, 2013 6:06 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 6320

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

Hi HeyV.. Just wanting to say hello and touch base with you. I hope you are doing well and that your recovery process is getting a little more manageable. You are in my thoughts often as we have all been through the r$e ringer (as my friend so eloquently puts it!)

Much love to you,
Sunshine
by Sunshine
Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:52 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Here's a comforting thought.
Replies: 4
Views: 1546

Re: Here's a comforting thought.

You're funny RoyGBiv.... MRE's in bed! Lol.
by Sunshine
Mon Mar 04, 2013 8:07 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 6320

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

Hello HeyV, I am always so glad to see your posts, your strength and courage is inspiring and motivating. Your writing about your recovery process as it pertains to your life, in intimate detail... Well, it is invaluable to my own process. THANK YOU, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for sharin...
by Sunshine
Wed Feb 27, 2013 7:41 am
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: Dr Greg's warning - negative effects of a/depressants Prozac
Replies: 3
Views: 2068

Re: Dr Greg's warning - negative effects of a/depressants Pr

Also, the two together (prozac and alcohol) are really hard on the liver... Especially in the quantities (alcohol) it's being consumed.
by Sunshine
Tue Feb 26, 2013 10:27 pm
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF renewed website hosting to 2017
Replies: 5
Views: 1853

Re: EMF renewed website hosting to 2017

Thank you Robair! Sending so much love, respect and gratitude your way! Also sending the same to David, Freemysoul and anyone else behind the scenes that keeps this place going strong!

Sunshine
by Sunshine
Sun Feb 24, 2013 6:57 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Here comes another one - February 2013
Replies: 12
Views: 2948

Re: Here comes another one - February 2013

I remember jzr telling us (back in 1989-1990), and I'm paraphrasing from memory, that back in ancient times the initiates would have to pack their bags, leave their families and travel on foot, in 3 feet of snow, up hill the whole way, half way around the world... (haha now I'm just getting carried ...
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 23, 2013 1:25 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

Hello Tree and Seriously, I want to say a heartfelt THANK YOU to you guys and to everyone on EMF for being here.. for being compassionate enough to help others, this site has helped me so much. It has added tremendously to my recovery that I had already been working on when I found EMF. I REALLY app...
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 23, 2013 1:13 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: When did RSE start the abuse and drinking?
Replies: 29
Views: 9645

Re: When did RSE start the abuse and drinking?

I'm sorry, but I thought Ledwith was being hunted down for child abuse? Did they not find him? Or was he not found guilty? Please don't tell me he got away...
by Sunshine
Wed Feb 20, 2013 6:35 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

Hello again HeyV and everyone else here.. you are all my people, my tribe. Although I don't personally know most of you.. funny how one can feel so loved, welcomed, understood by people they have never met in person! I have not posted much lately but have just been reading, processing, thinking, fee...
by Sunshine
Wed Feb 20, 2013 12:30 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Ed Wiltsie- another master "shall not pass"
Replies: 24
Views: 4375

Re: Ed Wiltsie- another master "shall not pass"

Welcome Hey V... I cannot tell you how it makes my heart sing that you have found this site and will not invest in anymore in rse. I am sorry for your tears and disappointment, though you are among those who have truly felt your pain. Some helpful words of advice that were given to me... breathe. Be...
by Sunshine
Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:23 pm
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Ed Wiltsie- another master "shall not pass"
Replies: 24
Views: 4375

Re: Ed Wiltsie- another master "shall not pass"

"Ramtha would spit olive seeds into the audience and people would scramble to retrieve them" I'm sorry... but that's just disgusting and degrading and pathetic.. And I completely include myself in that statement. I'm just saying that it is astonishing how far down the scale I had gone to have been p...
by Sunshine
Fri Feb 15, 2013 5:59 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: burying her blather
Replies: 6
Views: 1622

Re: burying her blather

Does anyone know what ever happened to Pavel's sister Vanda?
by Sunshine
Tue Feb 05, 2013 8:02 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

Jingz,
I absolutely love that... I've been living off the saying "forgiveness is a gift to yourself" but I like what you've said even better!

Thank you so much for sharing it :-)
by Sunshine
Mon Feb 04, 2013 5:28 am
Forum: How Did You Get Hooked Into RSE ?
Topic: How did you get Hooked into RSE?
Replies: 4
Views: 3171

Re: How did you get Hooked into RSE?

"They tell you there is nothing wrong with you but they TREAT you like there is EVERYTHING wrong with you." I just read this in a post by denotesmeaning. Analogy: It's like someone beating you on the daily while at the same time telling you how much they love and care for you....Massive confusion! I...
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 02, 2013 6:05 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

Or at least to not feel so alone anymore :-)
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 02, 2013 5:38 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: starting recovery and beyond
Replies: 22
Views: 2844

Re: starting recovery and beyond

Oh my goodness Rooster... I just read your story and I cannot tell you how much I could relate to your relationship with your parents. I just got off the phone with my mother who no longer attends the ranch but is the most die hard believer in Ramtha, it just sickens me! It is so difficult because I...
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 02, 2013 3:12 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

Welcome msdblue!!
I'm glad you're here, it helps free the soul...
by Sunshine
Sat Feb 02, 2013 3:03 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

I am sorry too Vanilla.... I can be so overly sensitive about this whole mess! I am really sorry you're having a bad day.. I hope my post did not make it worse. It is really an accomplishment that we all have survived the sticky, convoluted web of R$E! I heard a talk a few months ago that I often re...
by Sunshine
Fri Feb 01, 2013 11:13 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

Ummm. Thanks for the moral support Vanilla :sad:
by Sunshine
Fri Feb 01, 2013 5:19 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF Crediting the Source
Replies: 3
Views: 1743

Re: EMF documentation Credit the source

This is what I would call "being impeccable"! NOT all the crazy, immoral, unethical, illegal debauchery that's been going on in Yelm.
by Sunshine
Fri Feb 01, 2013 5:10 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Margaret Heffernan: Dare to disagree
Replies: 1
Views: 1331

Re: Margaret Heffernan: Dare to disagree

I have been a huge fan of the TED.com web-site for years now!! Absolutely love that site! :D
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 6:51 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

How long has this site been here?
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 6:03 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

So, so glad to have found all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for your warm welcomes. :-)
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 5:59 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

Thank you Cheryl, that helped tremendously! haha....
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 5:47 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Jzr threating paulvo's wife anyone remember this?
Replies: 17
Views: 3790

Re: Jzr threating paulvo's wife anyone remember this?

Thank you Rooster. My son is 21 years old now and from what I have been learning here he is not that dedicated to R$E.. Although I believe he still lives with his father who seems absolutely dedicated, I've done some research and apparently he became some kind of "key person/teacher(wtf)" there at t...
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 12:18 am
Forum: Children in RSE
Topic: Phoenix Rising School
Replies: 27
Views: 5050

Re: Phoenix Rising School

Thank you Kelku....
by Sunshine
Thu Jan 31, 2013 12:14 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4
Replies: 30
Views: 6808

Re: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4

I see it is late there, wherever you are.. my PM sent and is sitting in my outgoing box. Maybe it stays there until it is read? Its not in my sent box.
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 11:53 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4
Replies: 30
Views: 6808

Re: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4

Hello David, I just tried to send you a PM, did it go through? I am not usually this computer illiterate but I tried clicking on the link at the end of your post, no luck there. So I tried sending you a PM. Not sure if it sent?? Sorry. Feeling stupid and just a little frustrated... Just wanting to c...
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 7:42 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4
Replies: 30
Views: 6808

Re: JZ Knight Ramtha Behind the Mask 1 of 4

Is there currently any working link to this video, anywhere?
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 5:08 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

Re: 'The White Book' Steven Weinberg Speaks Out...

Thank you Roy. I am just learning how to use this site. I have seen forums before but have never participated in one until now. Frankly, I am consumed by it at the moment! Would you be able to tell me how I can keep track of my posts and more importantly responses to them? I would never have seen yo...
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 4:45 pm
Forum: Children in RSE
Topic: Phoenix Rising School
Replies: 27
Views: 5050

Re: Phoenix Rising School

What is cse? I cannot remember the name of the weird school my son attended when he was around 6 years old. He went to kindergarten there and after that first year "they" held him back, for god only knows what reason, and he repeated kindergarten for another year..... oh yes! It was called the Olymp...
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:49 pm
Forum: Children in RSE
Topic: Phoenix Rising School
Replies: 27
Views: 5050

Re: Phoenix Rising School

"Dr. Joe and father are just building blocks".... I know who dr joe is, who is father? Does anyone know?
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:52 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Jzr threating paulvo's wife anyone remember this?
Replies: 17
Views: 3790

Re: do any of you remeber this?

I use to live next door to Pavels sister, Vanda in clearwood. 1997. Forgive me, I just found your site and am blown away. My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old. I moved to yelm with her at age 17. I finally got out on my own accord at age 25 leaving behind my mother, my son (God bless...
by Sunshine
Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:42 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.
Replies: 23
Views: 3566

My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old.

I just found your site and am blown away. My mother joined RSE in 1986 when I was 14 years old. I moved to yelm with her at age 17. I finally got out on my own accord at age 25 leaving behind my mother, my son (God bless him, he born into the cult) and his father. I went on to struggle for the last ...
by Sunshine
Mon Jan 28, 2013 7:14 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 2575

I cannot believe I just found you guys..

My mother joined rse in 1986.. I was 14 years old. It took me 11 years to leave rse, and what has felt like a lifetime of isolation on the subject. I cannot believe I just found you guys.. Wow. Just reading all your info and knowing you are out there... Thank you. I think I will sleep better tonight...

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