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by Shocked
Wed Jun 03, 2015 8:21 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: I feel it is my obligation to warn you
Replies: 3
Views: 621

Re: I feel it is my obligation to warn you

Looks like snakes everywhere!!!! Disappointed in Melissa,,,I can't believe this is someone who received a donation by me thru EMF....oh well a lesson learned!!! Karma is a bitch!!!
by Shocked
Tue Jun 02, 2015 7:12 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF is closing its doors
Replies: 10
Views: 881

Re: EMF is closing its doors

David, you need to take care of your health....I understand how painful you diagnosis can be...rest, enjoy your family, and this isn't good bye, lets just say we shall all chat again!!!!
:lol:
by Shocked
Tue Jun 02, 2015 7:07 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: David, Joe SZ and all my fellow EMF members
Replies: 2
Views: 848

Re: David, Joe SZ and all my fellow EMF members

A very heavy heart!!!! And just when I started to figure out how to get the smiley faces working...hey I can be a slow learner...I was over thinking the whole thing...dah
:sad:
by Shocked
Tue Jun 02, 2015 7:03 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF is closing its doors
Replies: 10
Views: 881

Re: EMF is closing its doors

Lets all try to remember that there is a fund started to help david pay for his legal cost in NZ...Sorry I know this isn't a solication site but I do want all to see ....and remember :D
by Shocked
Tue Jun 02, 2015 6:59 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF is closing its doors
Replies: 10
Views: 881

Re: EMF is closing its doors

Thank you Robair also for all your hard work!!!!
by Shocked
Mon Jun 01, 2015 7:52 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: I feel it is my obligation to warn you
Replies: 3
Views: 621

Re: I feel it is my obligation to warn you

Thank you for informing, however it doesn't affect me personally, but it does affect David, which I am so sorry to hear. People are just so mean and can't wait to gossip about someone else, it really does make me sick, and I agree no one should be posting personal info and finances of others, who kn...
by Shocked
Sat May 30, 2015 6:28 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: EMF is closing its doors
Replies: 10
Views: 881

Re: EMF is closing its doors

Well, I have to say it is sad news to hear EMF is closing it's door. However, I totally understand, and David for you it is your tiime to do for you and I so greatly appreciate your committment to this cause. If it wasn't for me stumbling onto this site, I may have been right back to being manipulat...
by Shocked
Fri May 29, 2015 5:55 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: I'm having seconds thoughts about the whole Ram's thing
Replies: 2
Views: 462

Re: I'm having seconds thoughts about the whole Ram's thing

Well lets see did I manifest anything, paradise beach, almost froze to death sitting there many times all night, I would find myself in the morning leaned over face planted in the mud. Not matter how much clothing I wore I shiivered all night, I am sure I passed out from shivering all night. One tim...
by Shocked
Mon Apr 20, 2015 7:18 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Shattered by the experience: JZK's birthday celebration RSE
Replies: 4
Views: 915

Re: Shattered by the experience: JZK's birthday celebration RSE

I am so sorry to hear that, how terrible. By that time I was liviing in Yelm but did not attend the event, I really wasn't interested in attending a birthday party for JZ. But I do recall the people I knew that attended said I had missed a wonderful time!!! In the beginning the wine ceremonies were ...
by Shocked
Thu Apr 09, 2015 7:19 am
Forum: To Inspire and Heal - Breaking the Cult Spell
Topic: Iris Grace
Replies: 1
Views: 626

Re: Iris Grace

that was wonderful, thank you
by Shocked
Sun Apr 05, 2015 9:33 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: O students
Replies: 4
Views: 655

Re: O students

I just think about all things I could have done, wasted tiime, moved away from my family, wasted money. I could of done alot of things with the money I soaked into that cult. And what really makes me mad is the time I feel I lost in my life, because I ain't getting any younger!!! I missed out potent...
by Shocked
Sun Apr 05, 2015 9:27 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: O students
Replies: 4
Views: 655

Re: O students

Yep I know ...I did all of the above but at that time didn't have ten years in but five years in...soaked everything I had to move here ....and once I was here...soaked it all into going to every event possible ....until...yep you got it......I too was struggling to get to events...but didn't want t...
by Shocked
Sun Apr 05, 2015 9:16 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.
Replies: 57
Views: 3248

Re: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.

I just want to say, thank you for starting EMF it has been a great help to me!!!!
by Shocked
Sat Apr 04, 2015 10:19 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.
Replies: 57
Views: 3248

Re: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.

Perhaps... I will described what took place during that event in a future post.
certainly I was ANGRY AS HELL and shattered by the experience


Please share this experience....
by Shocked
Sat Apr 04, 2015 9:34 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: O students
Replies: 4
Views: 655

Re: O students

Yep fifteen years into a job...........and I just had to leave to come to RSE ...DAH....I could have had almost thirty years ...into my career and could have had a half decent retirement package and still young enough to maybe explore something else with some financial backing. And for the real kick...
by Shocked
Mon Feb 23, 2015 10:04 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: How can A woman With No education Have Put RSE In Motion
Replies: 12
Views: 1030

Re: How can A woman With No education Have Put RSE In Motion

You have got to be kidding..."smear feces on yourself" ...........................tell me this isn't so? How can they be doing that....JZ will stop at nothing...it is absolutely horrible that she has that type of control over the students...............Come on wake up...........she is twisted!! I be...
by Shocked
Mon Feb 23, 2015 9:59 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: do unto others
Replies: 16
Views: 1005

Re: do unto others

Forever, how wonderful what you are doing...god bless you....you are making a difference in the lives of the people you are helping...
by Shocked
Sun Feb 15, 2015 8:36 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Freedom
Replies: 2
Views: 520

Re: Freedom

I am the exact same way...I cannot listen to the mediation music either and I can't listen to the sixties music either...it actually makes me anxious...which is to bad...such a waste of good music...maybe one day it will change..and I hope so..
by Shocked
Thu Feb 05, 2015 8:51 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Dammit Frank....
Replies: 2
Views: 424

Re: Dammit Frank....

that is way too funny!!!! I love to laugh!!!
by Shocked
Wed Feb 04, 2015 8:30 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: It's easy to see-now. :)
Replies: 5
Views: 628

Re: It's easy to see-now. :)

Forever you are correct, the teaching become judgements the students have on each other. I remember if you couldn't get to a event (also known as manifesting), the students that did go, didn't even want to share the event with you, from my experience, at one time it wasn't to be shared. So if you di...
by Shocked
Sun Feb 01, 2015 7:37 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: What's it all about.
Replies: 4
Views: 426

Re: What's it all about.

Forever, I agree also with many points in your post, and I was drawn to the school for what sounds like many of the same reasons you were, enlightenment, and I do believe at one time the message of love, not only for oneself but for humanity, was there in the teachings. And yes I also believe love c...
by Shocked
Sat Jan 31, 2015 6:37 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: information about Alex Collier
Replies: 6
Views: 515

Re: information about Alex Collier

Thank you Seriously...I needed a laugh tonight, and hoping I am not offending anyone by saying that. But truth be told I was there and I listened to it, and believed it. But when I read your post, it made me laugh to think I was that gulliable, shit was I a idiot or what? If only other students woul...
by Shocked
Fri Jan 30, 2015 7:26 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Third Eye Exam
Replies: 1
Views: 313

Re: Third Eye Exam

A laugh is such good medicine...and that is pretty funny!!!
by Shocked
Thu Jan 29, 2015 7:18 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1987

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Joe I hear and understand what you are saying and I know what you are saying is rationale and true. I don't want her to have that power over me anymore, and at times I have peace with what has happened and continue to move forward in life but in a split moment something will spark in me that is a re...
by Shocked
Wed Jan 28, 2015 9:28 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1987

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

I agree with you freemysoul, I just don't understand why nothing has been done to stop her. It is complete mind control, but I guess everyone when they enter in the school, enter in on there own will, beyond that is there really anything anyone can do, no one was forced into her cult. It also makes ...
by Shocked
Wed Jan 28, 2015 8:51 am
Forum: Children in RSE
Topic: Open letter to Rebecca Capezio Oppenheimer
Replies: 4
Views: 680

Re: Dear Rebecca Capezio Oppenheimer

I have to agree, thank you for keeping this site going....you helped me out of the swamp of JZ!!!! I am forever grateful..
by Shocked
Mon Jan 26, 2015 9:50 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: A Much Needed Vacation
Replies: 6
Views: 1270

Re: A Much Needed Vacation

Mindstate, I did not grow up in the Pacific NW, I was born and raised in another country, and moved to be closer to the school, I bought into the concept of this is where I needed to be. Sold everything and soaked all of my monies into the school, and then I was broke. It was the early nineties when...
by Shocked
Sun May 11, 2014 4:24 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Hey MikeW 2 the drinking of Red Devil Lye
Replies: 7
Views: 1519

Re: Hey MikeW 2 the drinking of Red Devil Lye

Yep call me stupid I don't remember what I purchased the dead sea water for but I do remember it was not cheap and it was all very secretive on who was supplying it!!! Thank god I took a few sips and realized that I didn't care what it would do for me, I could not stand the taste and I remember it h...
by Shocked
Mon Apr 28, 2014 10:11 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: 'So God Made a Cult Leader' Video by Anthony Goldberg
Replies: 2
Views: 929

Re: 'So God Made a Cult Leader' Video by Anthony Goldberg

I also remember the exact things "seriously" in the teachings, because I also stopped the social drinking after the teachings. And when the wine ceremonies were introduced I guess I was way to brainwashed to even consider the previous teachings!!!! I drank more during the wine ceremonies than I ever...
by Shocked
Tue Apr 22, 2014 1:11 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering
Replies: 22
Views: 2985

Re: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering

Who knows, but maybe this is a perfect way for her to exit her scamming, the feds close down the school and she takes all of her money and exits the country and blames others for the closing of the school, could be her chance to get away. I hope not!!!!
by Shocked
Sun Mar 30, 2014 1:09 am
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: Fire, Health and Safety Violations at RSE posted YouTube Sept 10 2012
Replies: 20
Views: 3310

Re: Fire, Health and Safety Violations at RSE YouTube

Never was there a firedrill at any events I attended, not even a briefing given if a fire or disaster took place.
by Shocked
Sat Mar 22, 2014 4:53 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering
Replies: 22
Views: 2985

Re: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering

I am also glad to say that I also have more integrity, self respect and honor for myself along with everyone else who has finally walked away from that cult!!! Hurray for us!!!! Maybe for others cruising this site will find that inside themselves also!!! I do believe in karma, so what goes around co...
by Shocked
Fri Mar 21, 2014 5:37 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering
Replies: 22
Views: 2985

Re: FBI Hits Yelm Romanian RSE students for Money Laundering

Since finding this site, nothing surprises me anymore, it is more disappointment and sadness, it is really interesting some of the people that are attracted to the school. I participated in that audience for so many years and never knew there was such dishonesty and no integrity of many individuals....
by Shocked
Thu Mar 13, 2014 5:44 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Time theft
Replies: 2
Views: 448

Re: Time theft

So very true ockman, that is one thing I feel I will never get back is the time I have lost, it makes me very angry!!! All the rest of things I have lost is material items that I can always possess again, but time I cannot!!!
by Shocked
Tue Feb 18, 2014 6:30 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: RSE student Fiona Regan shot herself
Replies: 19
Views: 3456

Re: Fiona Regan apparently shot herself

Such a time line of overwhelming events for this young lady, and like everybody who comes to Yelm from all over the world, (the calling from ramtha, I have heard it many of times with my own ears) to find "their god" is met with so many tragic events and no support. Sounds way to familiar in many wa...
by Shocked
Sat Dec 07, 2013 8:49 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Retiring?
Replies: 8
Views: 1006

Re: Retiring?

I think she will leave the country also, but she is somehow going to continue to teach, thru the live streams, why else would she start live streams!!! She is thinking ahead, unless she has so much money she doesn't know what to do with, she is not going to give up her gold mine!!! If she leaves and...
by Shocked
Sat Dec 07, 2013 8:45 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Has the RSE corporation committed manslaughter?
Replies: 12
Views: 1536

Re: Has the RSE corporation committed manslaughter?

I met a male individual at a yard sale, we started talking and right away I knew he was part of the school. Somehow in our conversation I talked about being in the medical field. He wanted to let me and boosted on how he did not need medical attention because he had healed himself from two strokes. ...
by Shocked
Sat Oct 19, 2013 5:30 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: JZ on the local news
Replies: 0
Views: 760

JZ on the local news

Just caught a glimse at the tail end of the news this evening, king 5 if I am not mistaken, or it may have been kiro 7. Don't quote me because it was the tail end, had something to do with having a fund raiser or a donation to a political party, but guess what they mentioned and showed a short clip ...
by Shocked
Fri Oct 18, 2013 6:23 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: A Much Needed Vacation
Replies: 6
Views: 1270

Re: A Much Needed Vacation

Another thing I have to add to my post, is two years ago, I would of never dreamed of going out of this little Yelm comfort zone other than to my job which I pretty much had no other choice if I wanted a roof over my head. I felt I never fit in, I felt different than everybody else, by no means supe...
by Shocked
Fri Oct 18, 2013 6:08 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: A Much Needed Vacation
Replies: 6
Views: 1270

Re: A Much Needed Vacation

It was a goal of mine to get to new zealand because I was not to far off but I just didn't have the time. I visited Australia, and it was a wonderful trip, a very beautiful country. I often thought about the many students who left the area to come to Yelm, a very long and expensive journey for them,...
by Shocked
Tue Oct 15, 2013 6:13 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: A Much Needed Vacation
Replies: 6
Views: 1270

A Much Needed Vacation

I have just returned from a much needed vacation and I can't remember the last time this has happened, a vacation where I actually left the community of Yelm, better yet I left the country. Something I would of never done while I was in school. Come to find out the world really isn't as doomsday as ...
by Shocked
Mon Aug 05, 2013 6:21 pm
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: RSE Fire & Building Codes - John Michael "Mike" Wright Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc - Music Copyrights
Replies: 48
Views: 6410

Re: Mike Wright RSE Fire & Building Codes

It is interesting the triggers all around me, that remind me of a teaching or some association with the school, when it happens the anxiety comes and goes. I think it is getting better though, but it amazes me how it affects me.
by Shocked
Mon Aug 05, 2013 6:15 pm
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: RSE Fire & Building Codes - John Michael "Mike" Wright Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc - Music Copyrights
Replies: 48
Views: 6410

Re: Mike Wright RSE Fire & Building Codes

Me too, Rooster, stopped listening to music played at the school brings on way to much anxiety for me!!! Which is really to bad, alot of great music!!!
by Shocked
Sun Jun 30, 2013 2:36 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Lawsuit: JZK Inc vs Virginia Coverdale
Replies: 21
Views: 4774

Re: Lawsuit: Virginia Coverdale vs JZK Inc

I totally agree with you David, it has to be heard outside of thurston county!!!
by Shocked
Thu Jun 20, 2013 12:52 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching
Replies: 10
Views: 1151

Re: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching

I want to make it clear about my last post when I stated I was insulted by the post, the post I was referring to was, cuellarm88, and not freemysoul. Thank you freemysoul for your post I am not as good with words.
by Shocked
Thu Jun 20, 2013 12:47 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching
Replies: 10
Views: 1151

Re: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching

I have to say I was a bit insulted by your post but I got over it quickly. In the early 90's we were told to leave the cities, leave behind whomever was holding us back and come to this area. Prepare for the days to come!!! Engage in the disciplines, and by doing so, I would find my god within me, s...
by Shocked
Sun Jun 09, 2013 4:43 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Hey MikeW regarding Omega
Replies: 3
Views: 885

Re: Hey MikeW

I remember speaking with a individual at the time everyone was investing in omega, in the smoking pit at the ranch. I can't give the exact amount on what she invested it was her retirement is what I remember, she was a school teacher and she had already quit her job!!! I am sure there are other's on...
by Shocked
Mon Jun 03, 2013 7:41 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: divorce from a current Ramtha student
Replies: 9
Views: 1479

Re: divorce from a current Ramtha student

I will check into this free me now, yes, mine should be very simple, I just don't want and drama!!!
by Shocked
Mon Jun 03, 2013 7:37 am
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: RSE Fire & Building Codes - John Michael "Mike" Wright Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc - Music Copyrights
Replies: 48
Views: 6410

John Michael "Mike" Wright is the Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc

I had to sleep in the overflow tents a few times because the arena was to full, the dates and year I can not remember but it was in the 90's during my time at school!!!
by Shocked
Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:55 am
Forum: How Did You Get Hooked Into RSE ?
Topic: seriously My RSE story
Replies: 26
Views: 4483

Re: seriously My RSE story

Thank you for your story watcher7, everybody pretty much has the same story, we came, we participated all to find enlightment. I am happy to hear your story it helps in the healing process!!! Thank you for sharing.
by Shocked
Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:39 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: divorce from a current Ramtha student
Replies: 9
Views: 1479

Re: divorce from a current Ramtha student

Sorry I can't help you Dimensions but it is something I have put off I have not proceeded because I actually get anxiety thinking about having to deal with it but it is something I will have to do. Anybody have any recommendations on a lawyer? I do have a question about divorce, do you have to go to...
by Shocked
Wed May 29, 2013 4:18 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Stuck in Rse? Yelm?
Replies: 1
Views: 680

Re: Stuck in Rse? Yelm?

Thank you for the humor!!! I love it!!!
by Shocked
Sun May 26, 2013 3:56 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: VITRIOL
Replies: 20
Views: 2452

Re: VITRIOL

Thank you, seriously for your response and for your listening ear, sometimes there are things I just have to get off of my mind about all the things I have come to regret or not experience, at times the road is also lonely when you are out of RSE. I thank god for this site. I am at a place in my car...
by Shocked
Thu May 23, 2013 3:19 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Elizabeth: Exit Story
Replies: 13
Views: 4141

Re: Elizabeth: Exit Story

Thank you Elizabeth for your story, it is a eye opener. Since being out of school and into a new career I have had to push my self out of my RSE mindset, I am starting to feel more acceptance from society, and not the outcast I felt when I was in school!! There really is a world full of kind and won...
by Shocked
Sun May 19, 2013 2:22 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: VITRIOL
Replies: 20
Views: 2452

Re: VITRIOL

Found it on my own, sure wish I was in a place to laugh at it, maybe oneday!!! Seriously, I am sad to hear your parents are still in, and after that many years, they have invested into JZ's retirement, nicely, where in reality they could use it for themselve, it makes me pretty crazy, because I know...
by Shocked
Thu May 16, 2013 6:44 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZK vs D McCarthy US lawsuit Dismissed w Prejudice
Replies: 17
Views: 1761

Re: David McCarthy EMF SLAPP motion against JZK

I have never been a woo hoo type of person, but this is called for WOO HOO David
by Shocked
Thu May 16, 2013 6:41 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: VITRIOL
Replies: 20
Views: 2452

Re: VITRIOL

Joe I am sorry to hear of your decision about your dog, I can't imagine having to do this. I also found a great companion in a dog, and everyday when I come home from work, there she is just waiting for me, now that is unconditional love, how she makes me smile. My thoughts are with you and your fam...
by Shocked
Tue May 14, 2013 5:11 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: VITRIOL
Replies: 20
Views: 2452

Re: VITRIOL

I have to agree with both RoyGBiv and Joe, I also feel there has been alot taken from me and things that I may never get to experience in my life because of my involvement with RSE, so yes, I do feel bitter towards what has happened and I am tired of beating myself up over it. My goal is to work tow...
by Shocked
Sun May 12, 2013 1:30 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

I still have to wonder why now??? Is the school being opened up, never was before, makes me believe there is a hidden agenda..and by the way, the article stated, (not quoted exactly) students were not asked to move here, they just started to move to the community...well I moved here because fear was...
by Shocked
Wed May 01, 2013 4:50 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital
Replies: 10
Views: 1172

Re: Sad Grandfather has passed away in hospital

Like many I did not know him and I have just recently joined this forum, but read many of his posts, may he rest in peace!!
by Shocked
Fri Apr 26, 2013 5:56 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 4940

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

Thank you HeyV very inspiring and helpful words!!
by Shocked
Fri Apr 26, 2013 1:23 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES
Replies: 5
Views: 1350

Re: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES

Seriously, I agree totally with you when you read the post from Joe is really does help me to realize how ridiculous it all sounds!!! I am understand your heartache and my thoughts are with you!!!
by Shocked
Thu Apr 25, 2013 3:07 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: lee harris onaxis
Replies: 12
Views: 1781

Re: lee harris onaxis

LOL, David maybe you needed a shower that day!!


PS ...sorry off the topic but how do you get the happy faces in the body of your message?
I am not computer savy!!!
by Shocked
Wed Apr 24, 2013 1:39 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: lee harris onaxis
Replies: 12
Views: 1781

Re: lee harris onaxis

That was actually well said Joe. It really has been a eye opener, on who gets attracted to cults or how one just becomes a cult leader. The individuals are from one extreme to the next, one event you could be sitting beside a doctor, the next a child molester, a con artist (with no knowledge of this...
by Shocked
Tue Apr 23, 2013 5:59 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: lee harris onaxis
Replies: 12
Views: 1781

Re: lee harris onaxis

David, reading your post and Joe's info on the group being spoke about in the last two postings, when I looked at the info on this group, and saw the female. Well, I am 98 percent positive she was my very first partner at my very first retreat in 1991. And she had made a interesting comment, and I c...
by Shocked
Tue Apr 23, 2013 5:42 pm
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: Do I Detect A Lie -- "Ramtha" JZ Knight
Replies: 19
Views: 3944

Re: Do I Detect A Lie -- "Ramtha" JZ Knight

When you are not in a place of fear, it all sounds pretty ridiculous.
by Shocked
Tue Apr 23, 2013 12:05 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

Yes, thank you for your post Joe.
by Shocked
Mon Apr 22, 2013 4:00 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

I have been thinking alot about this, and all the possible outcomes, will this be a safe community? Sorry I have no intention to put fear into the mix as we all no we don't need that!!! Disgruntle students that are not ready to admit she is a fraud!!!
by Shocked
Mon Apr 22, 2013 3:56 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

I totally agree with you it is all for PR in all the time the school has been open, one would have to ask why now?
by Shocked
Sun Apr 21, 2013 5:34 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you Tree, I did not realize you were so close to the bombings, very heartbreaking what has happened, it is really a different world that we live in, my thoughts and prayers are always with people during tragic times. To bad someone didn't tell us that was coming, right, could of spared alot of...
by Shocked
Sun Apr 21, 2013 1:46 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you Tree for checking in, life is not to bad. I guess of course there are times I continue to doubt myself about not going back to the school, even though I have the experienced the teachings, and the proof is pretty much right in front of my face. For the most part as I stated in my very firs...
by Shocked
Sun Apr 21, 2013 1:19 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

I am sure many will see right through what she is trying to do. I thought it was pretty funny. Why now is she telling all about herself, in the newspaper?
by Shocked
Sat Apr 20, 2013 6:15 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

Re: NVM

Sunshine did you see the full page ad on the next page of the newspaper, looks like a big lottery ticket with the final winnings of 102,000 during the primary retreat? really? yes the article from the pastor was very good. Yep Jz writing her biography so the town folk maybe start thinking differentl...
by Shocked
Sat Apr 20, 2013 3:07 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?
Replies: 20
Views: 2186

NVN what the heck this crazy woman (JZK) was talking about?

Has anybody read the Nisqually News, JZ has a little autobiography, and will be continued next week. Also a full page ad on a back page, of the casino winnings during the primary retreat total of 102,000, let's see divided by approx 1000 student, $102.00, really, this is called manifesting progressi...
by Shocked
Sat Apr 20, 2013 2:51 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Actually I have ordered it and just waiting for it, I did see the recommendations on the forum earlier. Thank You
by Shocked
Sat Apr 20, 2013 2:46 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 4382

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

Wow, but like someone stated in a earlier post, JZ lawyers are probably rubbing there hands together" that would be a under statement. Hey I guess there is freedom of speech but I thought this was a support forum!! And really who gives a S--- about Virginia, if EE is a dictatorship, and we all know ...
by Shocked
Fri Apr 19, 2013 4:06 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 4382

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

I know I have said this before but I truly thank everybody who started this website, moderate the forum and everybody that supports individuals who have come here to find sanity and support once leaving RSE. Thank you for putting in your long hours, in turn to help ex RSE students and provide indivi...
by Shocked
Fri Apr 19, 2013 1:55 am
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: alcohol and dopamine in brain
Replies: 2
Views: 585

Re: alcohol and dopamine in brain

Very interesting article, thank you!!!
by Shocked
Fri Apr 19, 2013 1:49 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns
Replies: 57
Views: 4382

Re: Virginia Coverdale EE Moderating Concerns

Well, (sigh) none of that was very refreshing, well except for sunshines gesture (hand raise) I loved that. But seriously I have no idea what is happening and really isnt my business. But from a outside view, it looks and sounds ugly. So my next question, obviously EE is another forum, and I haven't...
by Shocked
Thu Apr 18, 2013 2:47 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Joe you sure are right when you stated "maybe they really did have the truth", you hit that right on the head. But I like your idea better " I can camp anywhere along the way."
Thanks for listening and having the understanding on exactly the way I was feeling!!
by Shocked
Wed Apr 17, 2013 3:31 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Cheryl, yes I have seen the G Cunningham videos and because of my profession the fear/flight brain concept I am familiar with, you see....the proof is right in front of me. Even though there are times when I have felt I may want to go back, I know I won't, they are just emotions I am feeling. Even t...
by Shocked
Wed Apr 17, 2013 2:52 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Cedar I totally agree with your comment on how RSE never promoted charitable work!!!! What a concept, it is something I have always wanted to do, and I know will do in the future. You are absolutely correct it was all about me..me..me..or should I say JZ.
by Shocked
Mon Apr 15, 2013 2:39 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Jingz thank you for your warm welcome!! When I read your words it brings back everything I did to find enlightenment and you bet I bought it hook line and sinker!!! But lately I have to be honest, I have been struggling with my little monkey mind that wants to run right back into it!! Even though I ...
by Shocked
Mon Apr 15, 2013 2:16 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: RSE Full Page Ad
Replies: 14
Views: 1991

Re: RSE Full Page Ad

Ockham you are right it is painful to hear that people are sucked into the whole casino thing!!!
by Shocked
Sun Apr 14, 2013 4:16 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: RSE Full Page Ad
Replies: 14
Views: 1991

Re: RSE Full Page Ad

So not only do you have to pay for the event, they are putting you onto a bus to the casino? Ouch, talk about a pricey event!! Really, glad I am out of there. What does she own a percentage of the casino also LOL!
by Shocked
Sat Apr 13, 2013 1:56 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you Sunshine for the great advice, I have started to be kind to myself and I am learning it is a process. I am really thankful I have finally seen the truth!!! Your words are very inspiring....thank you!!!
by Shocked
Fri Apr 12, 2013 2:03 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you Joe I will look into both of your suggestions!!! grrrr (that is me growling) today I feel pretty angry, on all the wonderful things I could of done with the money spend for the so called teachings. Yep feeling angry, and I am allowed that emotion!!! Hope JZ is enjoying my hard earned money...
by Shocked
Tue Apr 09, 2013 2:00 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

I couldn't imagine being called names from my so called teacher!!! Not very enlightening!!!
by Shocked
Sun Apr 07, 2013 11:27 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: What going on Greg retiring
Replies: 11
Views: 1439

Re: What going on Greg retiring

I agree with David, Mr Greg, needs to be held accountable for his actions!!!
by Shocked
Sun Apr 07, 2013 1:59 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Leaving the cult
Replies: 3
Views: 1131

Re: Leaving the cult

Thank you for that post, I also needed it. And my mind is slowly becoming free, and it feels good!!!
by Shocked
Sun Apr 07, 2013 1:54 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3178

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Welcome RSEsurvivor, I am also new to this forum, and spend approx 12 yrs in the school, and left because financially I had nothing more to pay with. I was actually contemplating rejoining the school, this year and then I saw a article in a newspaper then found this forum, thank god!!! In the beginn...
by Shocked
Sun Apr 07, 2013 1:26 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: Rethinking Female Sociopathy, Part One
Replies: 3
Views: 1413

Re: Rethinking Female Sociopathy, Part One

Thank you for the links, very interesting!!! Sounds like someone I have encountered!!
by Shocked
Sat Apr 06, 2013 3:12 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you for thinking about me tree, I greatly appreciate it. Today I worked and because we have been so busy, haven't had a lot of time to think about anything outside of my job. But I am off for the weekend, and I am just going to do some reading suggested to me and continue to move forward, and ...
by Shocked
Fri Apr 05, 2013 2:52 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you Tree, I will be searching out your recommendations, I have already viewed the video of Joe Sz and read some info on the internet from him. Yes as for the old forums on bravenet...I have read them from top to bottom, bottom to top..LOL... (at times I do have a sense of humor ) oh yes the go...
by Shocked
Thu Apr 04, 2013 12:55 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

Re: I was hooked

Thank you all for your support and it is very overwhelming!!! Everybody thank you for your advise, unfortunately Tree when I found this forum I could not stop reading, until I read every post!!! You are right it was extremely overwhelming but I just had to know..I spent many many hours reading every...
by Shocked
Wed Apr 03, 2013 2:21 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3301

I was hooked

It has taken me three months of reading this forum old and new forum, from top to bottom. I could not believe what I have been reading!!!!! I am in shock beyond words!!!! Like many I gave up everything to come to Yelm to be a student. I was introduced to the Ram by a friend, and once I read the Whit...

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