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by freemysoul
Tue Mar 31, 2015 8:37 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.
Replies: 57
Views: 3246

Re: At the end of the day we are all responsible for self.

Only someone with JZ's twisted world view would find EMF abusive and 'truth ceremonies' not. I hope you find your way back to reality, compassion and love forever.
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 25, 2015 10:31 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Is there anything that can be said that will help?
Replies: 16
Views: 2012

Re: Is there anything that can be said that will help?

Hello and welcome Hollander. It can feel overwhelming being in the position of a loved one, as my family informed me after I left RSE, I was oblivious to their pain and anxieties. Oblivious isn't the right word, I didn't give a damn, and at the time thought them ignorant and lost. My family allowed ...
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 25, 2015 9:59 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: How can A woman With No education Have Put RSE In Motion
Replies: 12
Views: 1027

Re: How can A woman With No education Have Put RSE In Motion

Glad to see you posting, Angelette is it, and welcome. I couldn't disagree more though than with your being taught, or learning "self betrayal" comment, as this is exactly how JZ draws people in, by convincing them that everything they thought they knew before they met her, is mindless hoo haa, but ...
by freemysoul
Mon Feb 16, 2015 6:43 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Freedom
Replies: 2
Views: 520

Re: Freedom

Well put Freedom, If JZ Knight were as confident in her teachings and really believed the LIES she SELLS, why has she spent so much of her time and our money suing and terrorizing those who question, confront or expose the truth about her 'school' and 'disciplines'???? Also, people who have nothing ...
by freemysoul
Mon Feb 09, 2015 12:51 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Ram-Booze-led
Replies: 8
Views: 715

Re: Ram-Booze-led

Missy, Your writing and reporting has changed lives, and I can't thank you enough for the actions and words you have chosen to shine a light on JZ the destroyer. I wish the families of her victims could all come together and sue her civilly here in the US. Is this possible? God knows they number in ...
by freemysoul
Fri Feb 06, 2015 1:51 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: Copyright to hide illegal acts & hate by Melissa Genson
Replies: 1
Views: 527

Re: Copyright to hide illegal acts & hate by Melissa Genson

Melissa Genson, you are my new hero!!!!!
The best reporting on JZ Knight I have ever read.
Thank you. You are an angel.
by freemysoul
Thu Feb 05, 2015 1:06 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Melissa Genson letter to JZ Knight
Replies: 2
Views: 620

Re: Melissa Genson letter to JZ Knight

Bless you Melissa Genson, and your powerful, brutally honest words. The world needs more Melissa Genson's and Jacob Bolemes, and Vanda Boones. David, Can't the family of Jacob Boleme and Glenwald duToit sue JZ Knight in US civil court, as she not only literally called the Neniere's to the atrocities...
by freemysoul
Thu Feb 05, 2015 12:49 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: People need Support
Replies: 9
Views: 804

Re: People need Support

I am really grateful to have you here Forever. I am reminded of myself not too long ago in your words, and it fills me with sadness at first, and then hope and then knowledge that you are going to make it. I will never forget that sinking feeling in my stomach, worried to the point of ULCERS over dt...
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 12:47 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Who 'is' Ramtha?
Replies: 5
Views: 608

Re: Who 'is' Ramtha?

Very well put Seriously,
If help is what you are truly here for Mindstate, this is the place to find it
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 12:22 pm
Forum: RSE SCAMS, FRAUD & PONZI SCHEMES Sea-11 Water Scam
Topic: Didn't Ramtha have any sons?
Replies: 3
Views: 474

Re: Didn't Ramtha have any sons?

JZ Knight is a terrible actress who leeches and pilfers from the most vulnerable in society, the open hearted! NOW THERE IS A FACT FOR YOU
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 11:17 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I don't believe it is 'wrong' what she is doing.
Replies: 23
Views: 1167

Re: I don't believe it is 'wrong' what she is doing.

Actually, I wasn't going to post today but I am recovering from a hangover and so am going to write you while my head is recovering.
Never seen you drunk on here? Really.....
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 11:05 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Who 'is' Ramtha?
Replies: 5
Views: 608

Re: Who 'is' Ramtha?

Mindstate, There you go being all high and mighty, we need to bow to the all knowing all seeing mindstate, you have all the answers and we should just sit back and let you work your 'magic' right? Your days are numbered if proselytizing disproven hokey excrement is what you are here for. I think you...
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 10:42 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I don't believe it is 'wrong' what she is doing.
Replies: 23
Views: 1167

Re: I don't believe it is 'wrong' what she is doing.

Mindstate, There you go being all high and mighty, we need to bow to the all knowing all seeing mindstate, you have all the answers and we should just sit back and let you work your 'magic' right? Your days are numbered if proselytizing disproven hokey excrement is what you are here for. I think you...
by freemysoul
Wed Feb 04, 2015 8:06 am
Forum: Off Topic Posts - Recycle Bin - Really Weird Stuff - Moved to Here
Topic: Can we 'wonder' off into the stars tonight?
Replies: 4
Views: 446

Re: Can we 'wonder' off into the stars tonight?

Enough already with your soapbox sermons Mindstate. You are no different or special or capable of 'magic' than David Copperfield, and claiming you are only leaves rational people concerned for you. If you are here to convert people to your own form of jz knights nonsense, not only are you wasting yo...
by freemysoul
Tue Feb 03, 2015 9:40 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1984

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Now you have gone all breaking bad Mindstate, not a good argument for all your bumper sticker philosophies. I simply wanted to know what your motivation was, and you have revealed that very clearly. I honestly hope you find peace and the help anyone whose been through JZ's ringer obviously does. Not...
by freemysoul
Tue Feb 03, 2015 8:53 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1984

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Like all the responses you've given so far to honest, fair and simply worded questions Mindstate: cryptic, muddy and meaningless to anyone other than yourself. Extricating oneself from the clutches and mind raping holocaust of JZ Knight and her horde is an involved, personal and deeply troubling exp...
by freemysoul
Tue Feb 03, 2015 5:48 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1984

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Mindstate, Speaking for myself, I would just as soon as you kept your 'keys' that you got from the imposter JZ Knight, as I have experienced the devastation these so called 'keys' have wrought, and would caution anyone applying these 'keys' to their lives as foolhardy and in most cases counter produ...
by freemysoul
Tue Jan 27, 2015 11:43 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1984

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Mindstate, Can you decipher this for me, I'm not sure what you are saying here: "Since I am not hateful, I have a mission for you. Go on the RSE newsletter website and scroll all along the 'student accomplishments' thread. If you see anyone mentioned more than once, keep an eye on them. And bless th...
by freemysoul
Tue Jan 27, 2015 9:51 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.
Replies: 61
Views: 1984

Re: The "Great Work" is real. And the RSE is a 'cult' also.

Hello Mindstate, everyone. I have read your posts, most of them, enough I think. If you go into a Casino, and give money to that casino, whether you win or lose, doesn't that make you a gambler? Casinos operate under the principle of having odds rigorously in their favor, and every 'game' in a casin...
by freemysoul
Mon Sep 16, 2013 5:11 am
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: Recent EMF hacker spam attack
Replies: 2
Views: 632

Re: EMF hacker attack

YW David, glad you caught it and it didn't have the desired effect the hacker intended. Great job David
by freemysoul
Fri Sep 06, 2013 6:04 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Bio channel, my ghost story
Replies: 11
Views: 1309

Re: Bio channel, my ghost story

Another destructive fear tactic in the repertoire of JZ's sick and seductive playbook..........if you can scare the shit out of people with untruths or outlandish claims, you become their redeemer. Clever, but so was Joseph Goebbels.
by freemysoul
Wed Sep 04, 2013 8:14 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Bio channel, my ghost story
Replies: 11
Views: 1309

Re: Bio channel, my ghost story

Anyone remember the 'super spin move' JZ taught us to just spin those little enfared bastards right off of you? Each time I would spin those imaginary turds off, it took me back to playground windmills, (which is exactly what it was). I'm pretty sure it was a blue college teaching, because this is w...
by freemysoul
Thu Jun 20, 2013 1:40 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching
Replies: 10
Views: 1150

Re: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching

Thank you Shocked,
Your posts are very well worded and helpful to me, so please know that. Your words and posts have helped me more than you know, and again, thank you.
by freemysoul
Thu Jun 20, 2013 12:03 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching
Replies: 10
Views: 1150

Re: I think that many of you misunderstand Ramtha’s teaching

Cuellarm88, Thanks for posting. With all due respect, trying to convince people whose lives were devastated by the actions of Charlatan JZ Knight, that they are somehow wrong, by using JZ Knights manipulative and destructive dogma that caused the devastation, might not be the best approach. I apprec...
by freemysoul
Wed Jun 05, 2013 5:00 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Tree posts moved from MikeW's thread Re: RSE Fire Codes
Replies: 13
Views: 1047

Re: Mike Wright RSE Fire & Building Codes

Tree, Discussing this issue with you is counterproductive because: A.) As much as you might try and convince people otherwise, you don't know what the hell you are talking about pertaining to this issue, B.) I don't wish to give you any more opportunities to sabotage years of intense and thorough in...
by freemysoul
Tue Jun 04, 2013 9:44 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Tree posts moved from MikeW's thread Re: RSE Fire Codes
Replies: 13
Views: 1047

Re: Mike Wright RSE Fire & Building Codes

Tree, You are agreeing with an admitted liar and manipulative mouthpiece of an even bigger liar, only because you are angry that you didn't get the attention or credit you feel was owed to you, and the fact that we edited your posts. You can't post whatever you want to on this site Tree, there are s...
by freemysoul
Mon Jun 03, 2013 9:43 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Tree posts moved from MikeW's thread Re: RSE Fire Codes
Replies: 13
Views: 1047

Mike Wright RSE Fire & Building Codes

Tree, Leave it to you, in a situation such as this, to make this ALL ABOUT YOU! Why do you continue to poke a stick at David, a person who you have caused tremendous problems and time consuming headaches. It is because of David that you are even allowed to post here in this open and free forum, and ...
by freemysoul
Mon Jun 03, 2013 3:42 am
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: RSE Fire & Building Codes - John Michael "Mike" Wright Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc - Music Copyrights
Replies: 48
Views: 6407

RSE Fire & Building Codes - John Michael "Mike" Wright is the Legal Affairs Manager for JZK.Inc RSE.Inc

Mike Wright, Of all the things that implicate JZ Knight, RSE and yourself in a decades long cult/con that has destroyed hundreds of families and individuals, you choose to comment on 'fire and building codes'? You have to be shitting me, you have some balls. What about Omega, the scam that JZ convin...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 26, 2013 5:45 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 4938

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

Hi HeyV, Your post was the highlight of my day! I am so happy for you and inspired by you. The impact of your words in the days and years to come, read by people in the condition many of us found ourselves after rse, will impart hope and joy. This inspirational epiphany will mean the difference betw...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 26, 2013 1:58 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES
Replies: 5
Views: 1350

Re: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES

I got them by remote viewing :lol: That is a valid point Joe, great description of how contagious just a few carefully picked words can be. It definitely takes a special kind of bastard to do so. The reams of notebooks I had full of them went up in 8 foot flames on my BBQ last summer..........very c...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 26, 2013 1:44 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Return of Compassion
Replies: 8
Views: 1880

Re: Return of Compassion

Great to hear from you Newshoes. This is definitely a process, but a beautiful one that I have come to embrace. My thoughts are with you in this trying time. ps. point of order for that youtube poster's info, Curt died in 94, Everybody Hurts was written in 92..........huge Nirvana fan..............h...
by freemysoul
Thu Apr 25, 2013 8:55 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES
Replies: 5
Views: 1350

Re: BURLINGTON FREE PRESS/RAMTHA ARTICLES

Thanks Joe, Here is yet another example of the tremendous and permanent damage JZ Knight inflicts upon her 'students' and the outlying effect of collateral damage on those who may have innocently interacted with them. Not dissimilar to the pain and suffering I caused my friends and family at Judith'...
by freemysoul
Sat Apr 06, 2013 10:24 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: the verbal, psychological, and physical abuse as well as, sleep deprivation, that I witnessed
Replies: 27
Views: 3177

Re: how relieved I am to have found a forum of ex-RSE studen

Welcome Survivr, Thank you for your post. The experience I had at rse and my subsequent recovery from that nightmare, have altered my life substantially, and if it weren't for EMF and the people on this site who helped me through my darkest days and nights, I would still be suffering, with no end in...
by freemysoul
Wed Apr 03, 2013 7:42 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I was hooked
Replies: 31
Views: 3298

Re: I was hooked

Hello Shocked and a warm welcome. :-) Thank you for sharing your powerful and heartbreaking experience. What everyone has said is right on the money. I am reminded every time I read a post such as yours of the same exact sense of shock,, surprise, anger, sadness and guilt I went through, and still d...
by freemysoul
Mon Apr 01, 2013 3:26 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information???
Replies: 8
Views: 1057

Re: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information?

I know how outlandish and ridiculous much of what spews from the mouth of JZ sounds to me now, and I also remember how seriously I took it all, from the flesh eating reptilians, the infared beings that perched outside of bars, waiting on the unsuspecting ignorant social conscious person to latch ont...
by freemysoul
Sun Mar 31, 2013 9:32 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information???
Replies: 8
Views: 1057

Re: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information?

Hi Seriously and everyone, Without re-listening to the tapes, I have to tell you of this off the top of my head, from what I remember. Mind you this was in the early to mid nineties, when ufo's, reptilian politicians, infared beings, and the such were all the rage for jz and rse. JZ Knight, pretendi...
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 30, 2013 8:58 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information???
Replies: 8
Views: 1057

JZ Knight has to use a court to try and get information???

In the name of all that is holy, why does the person intimately connected to the God "Ramtha", the god of the wind, the great co creator of Jesus Christ, the 'ramtha' that knows all, sees all, hears all, is all, blah blah blah need with a court of law to attain information to sue people? Couldn't he...
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 30, 2013 8:19 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Hello all, this is Breckan, the attorney for Enlightened Europa.
Replies: 19
Views: 2992

Re: Hello all, this is Breckan, the attorney for Enlightened

David or Breckan,
Can you please help us understand what it means by 'the judge did not strike the declarations'. What are the declarations, and what does this mean? Thank you for your time and support.
Freemysoul
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 30, 2013 2:29 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: I am embarrassed that I did it again.
Replies: 52
Views: 4938

Re: I am embarrassed that I did it again.

We are all here for you HeyV. Don't hesitate to post or contact people on the pm feature if you need to. There is always someone on that is willing to lend an ear or shoulder and getting the things that are depressing you out in the open is sometimes the best way to alleviate it.
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 30, 2013 2:20 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Yelm NV News: Ex-RSE group battles subpoena
Replies: 19
Views: 2885

Re: Yelm NV News: Ex-RSE group battles subpoena

Great job Breckan, thank you sooooo much for your support and expertise. It is because of your legal guidance and belief in the ideals our constitution stands for that JZ Knight cannot inject even more fear into the lives of those who have finally pulled free of her manipulative grasp. Congratulatio...
by freemysoul
Thu Mar 28, 2013 4:35 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 1798

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

I understand completely NS :-) and you are in great company, This is a process, a deliberate, sometimes painful, but completely liberating process. It was almost like a rebirth for me, relearning things that most take for granted. Still now, more than two years since my last event, I still struggle ...
by freemysoul
Thu Mar 28, 2013 5:46 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: I cannot believe I just found you guys..
Replies: 17
Views: 1798

Re: I cannot believe I just found you guys..

Welcome Newshoes,
So glad to have you here and posting so eloquently. The more of us bound here by our shared experience strengthens each of our resolve.
Freemysoul
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 27, 2013 10:41 pm
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: What the … ?!!!!!!
Replies: 2
Views: 694

Re: What the … ?!!!!!!

Great research and find Delavie, these guys are typical of the 'too good to be true' investment scemes JZ has involved the members of rse with for years. And for her to warn of the consequence of misleading or attaining things by fraudulence is laughable. The snake oil salesman in JZ is drawn to all...
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 27, 2013 12:03 pm
Forum: RSE SCAMS, FRAUD & PONZI SCHEMES Sea-11 Water Scam
Topic: Sir Robert The Biggest Loser a Casino ever Saw
Replies: 20
Views: 2661

Re: Sir Robert The Biggest Loser a Casino ever Saw

These allegations of 'winning the lottery because of what people learn at rse' are no different than all the other outlandish, dishonest tactics jz has to resort to because there is no verifiable EVIDENCE, or CORROBORATION of anything astonishing or extraordinary EVER happening at rse, or to anyone ...
by freemysoul
Mon Mar 25, 2013 12:01 am
Forum: RSE SCAMS, FRAUD & PONZI SCHEMES Sea-11 Water Scam
Topic: Sir Robert The Biggest Loser a Casino ever Saw
Replies: 20
Views: 2661

Re: Sir Robert The Biggest Loser a Casino ever Saw

We need to start advertising in the same paper for EMF, just to keep the playing field even for people who don't know what and who rse really is. This is the epitome of false advertising. What about the thousands of others who will and have spent their life savings on a degenerate gambling addiction...
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 23, 2013 11:21 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee
Replies: 9
Views: 1983

Re: First move to Yelm, Washington Part 1 Derrick Lee

Derrick, Thank you and Welcome to EMF. Your post and powerful words struck me like a bolt of lightning. "RSE has brought me very much unnecessary: pain,anguish,sorrow,confusion,fear,bigitry,un-love,un-feeling,anxiety un-rest,un-peace,un-freedom non-harmony, and overall a diversion from the fundament...
by freemysoul
Fri Mar 22, 2013 5:27 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
Replies: 53
Views: 8875

Re: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience

Including: Investing in scam after scam, that JZ convinces people will make them rich beyond belief (omega, clustered water, blue vitamins, seawater, her horses, gold coins, etc.). Convincing people to take Prozac to expand their limited minds. Convincing and commanding people to drink red wine, in ...
by freemysoul
Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:53 pm
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
Replies: 53
Views: 8875

Re: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience

In my opinion, based on almost 20 years of rse indoctrination and many years of evaluating those experiences, the only purpose that JZ's 'disciplines' have or ever will have, is to condition a person to follow unquestioningly the words/advice/commands of their 'teacher', detaching critical thought a...
by freemysoul
Fri Mar 15, 2013 12:44 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: my story, today
Replies: 26
Views: 3521

Re: my story, today

Thanks for sharing that Roy, I could relate to everything you had to say and am proud for you to have pulled yourself free the way you have. Your experience and what you share here on EMF is invaluable, giving hope to those in that hopeless place most all of us have been. Thanks again for having the...
by freemysoul
Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:35 am
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: JZKRamtha - Prozac Enlightenment - Dr.Kathy May - Illegal Use - RSE
Replies: 16
Views: 3024

Re: Judy Knight / Ramtha recommending abuse of Prozac

Prozac was so common and prevalent at rse that it attained the nickname vitamin p by 'teachers' and 'students' at rse, and on numerous occasions JZ would ask the audience if they were taking their 'vitamin p', encouraging them to do so if they were not. It sickens me and reminds me of the depths of ...
by freemysoul
Sun Mar 10, 2013 12:54 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Here's a comforting thought.
Replies: 4
Views: 977

Re: Here's a comforting thought.

I second that thought. Every doomsday scenario or half cocked hair brained scare tactic JZ has ever uttered has not only never come to fruition, but JZ will attach something she said 25 years ago to something that happened yesterday, and in some manipulative way, relate the two even though they aren...
by freemysoul
Mon Feb 04, 2013 7:34 am
Forum: How Did You Get Hooked Into RSE ?
Topic: How did you get Hooked into RSE?
Replies: 4
Views: 2483

Re: How did you get Hooked into RSE?

Hello and Welcome Sunshine, Your story touched me deeply and I wanted to reiterate what Rooster has said so well, and you are not alone. All of us that have pulled free from rse, and it isn't just simply leaving as some people may think, there is a process, a deliberate, difficult and emotionally ov...
by freemysoul
Sat Feb 02, 2013 9:22 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?
Replies: 23
Views: 3342

Re: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?

Hi Cheryl, Kenny set up a paypal account for people to supplement his gambling addiction, under the guise of becoming the next 'Henry Sugar'. Most people know that Henry Sugar was a fictional character, created by Roald Dahl as a short story. Because jz/r convinced her audience that Henry Sugar was ...
by freemysoul
Fri Feb 01, 2013 10:39 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?
Replies: 23
Views: 3342

Re: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?

I agree Cheryl that Kenny could very well be suffering some form of mental illness, and that there are many people who take part at rse that get drawn in, and fall into the cracks of JZ's madness, and I have compassion for those who find themselves caught up in this quagmire by simply wanting to bet...
by freemysoul
Thu Jan 31, 2013 7:06 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?
Replies: 23
Views: 3342

Re: Kenny Thompson JZK Shill?

It made me physically ill reading Kenny's BS. He fell flat on his face at that blue college event he speaks of, another one of those times JZ pulls back attention to herself from a student, the same thing she did with Grandma, the same thing she did with The Chiropractor. She finally figured out tha...
by freemysoul
Tue Jan 15, 2013 10:32 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: my last even was on March 2012
Replies: 5
Views: 1178

Re: Breakfast for former RSE students

Welcome Dimensions, so glad to see you here. This takes time, lots and lots of time, but it will get better, life will get better. There is so much helpful information on this site to clear the fog of rse and cleanse the poison that is jz knight, so read as much as you can, when you can, and be gent...
by freemysoul
Fri Jan 11, 2013 5:52 pm
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: JZKRamtha - Prozac Enlightenment - Dr.Kathy May - Illegal Use - RSE
Replies: 16
Views: 3024

Re: Judy Knight / Ramtha recommending abuse of Prozac

To command people to lie to Physicians to obtain and consume a powerful anti depressant so they become easier to manipulate, control and deceive is wrong in any language, any culture, any where, and this is EXACTLY what JZ Knight did to her 'students'. Then, she commanded these same people to drink ...
by freemysoul
Tue Jan 01, 2013 11:34 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Merry Christmas Everyone!
Replies: 5
Views: 908

Re: Merry Christmas Everyone!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!May you get everything you need and live happily with love my friends.
by freemysoul
Mon Dec 31, 2012 12:57 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Scamtha and the CIA
Replies: 20
Views: 3552

Re: Scamtha and the CIA

For YEARS JZ 'charged' her victims to not watch TV, as the television was full of so many brain washing and manipulation techniques. After looking back at everything JZ 'taught' during this time, you could match her weekly teaching with whatever had been on television the week prior, allowing me to ...
by freemysoul
Sun Dec 30, 2012 1:22 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Everyone has their own problems -
Replies: 7
Views: 961

Re: Everyone has their own problems -

Sad Grandfather, I was heartbroken reading through your journal posts. I know what its like to have people who you love and care for deeply act so selfish and hurtful, so I want you to know that you aren't alone. There are many people here who share your pain and are here to listen and share that bu...
by freemysoul
Tue Dec 25, 2012 5:34 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Dec 21 2012
Replies: 55
Views: 5211

Re: Dec 21 2012

Here here West. Vanilla, your posts have helped many, many people , myself included. Your insight, compassion and honestly allow people who come here shattered, the information they need to help start piecing their lives back together again. I know when I first began reading this forum years ago, it...
by freemysoul
Fri Dec 14, 2012 9:43 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: about was/is Ramtha ever real:
Replies: 11
Views: 2842

Re: about was/is Ramtha ever real:

Hi Ockham, great reply, I just love pulling the wool back from peoples eyes destroying this illusion JZ has built up over pure myth. There isn't 1 SINGLE verifiable fact that there has ever been a ramtha, yet hundreds upon hundreds of excuses and rumors, which take on a life of their own among an ea...
by freemysoul
Thu Dec 13, 2012 6:15 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: about was/is Ramtha ever real:
Replies: 11
Views: 2842

Re: about was/is Ramtha ever real:

To your point on JZ umming and not acting exactly as 'ramtha', which I watched intently while there, I can give you an example of performers performing, and performers being themselves that may be helpful. Jim Nabors, who played Gomer Pyle on Andy Griffith and then his own show for many years, strug...
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 14, 2012 2:52 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Guidelines for Posting in this Thread
Replies: 2
Views: 1903

Re: Guidelines for Posting in this Thread

I have read, and know this guideline by heart Interested, I would suggest instead of glossing over what you want to highlight and use as justification for your actions, that you re read it. The part about posts proselytizing being deleted without notice in particular.
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 14, 2012 2:46 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 4684

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Interested, You have confused Debate with Proselytizing. This Debate forum is just that, and like I have said before, you are not debating, only advertising your personal lifestyle choice of living a life in JZ Knights nightmarish reality of fear and manipulation. I will not be dictated to by you by...
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 14, 2012 2:25 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 4684

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Interested, I have removed your post. This is a debate forum, and that is not what you are using it for. You are simply spreading your message of how innocent, harmless and helpful JZ and her cult are, and that will not be tolerated, nor will your demeaning and vitriolic posts be tolerated. If you w...
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 14, 2012 12:57 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 4684

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Interested, I am giving you notice, that no more Pro Ramtha/JZ Knight posts will be tolerated further by you. If you insist on posting quotes from JZ Knight or continue flooding your posts with New Aged, Ramtha based ideas, quotes and advice from a proven Sociopath and destroyer of lives, your posts...
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 13, 2012 1:37 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 4684

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Lostinspace, I appreciate that this is a JZK/R RSE Supporters debate forum, and I would love to debate with Interested the merits of rse and jz knights harmful propaganda. Having found none, merits that is, I went directly through the bullshit to question Interested's intent. I know this, from my ma...
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 13, 2012 2:18 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: my story, today
Replies: 26
Views: 3521

Re: my story, today

Thank you RoyGBiv, Thank you. What you have shared is the exact type of honest self evaluation and thought provoking introspection that drew me to EMF in the first place. What you have shared here WILL help someone in the very near future. I don't know this out of some otherworldly 'feeling', or mys...
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 13, 2012 2:04 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000
Replies: 38
Views: 4684

Re: Ramtha would leave I think it was 2000

Hello Interested, welcome. After reading your posts, it is still unclear to me what you wish to find here. If you find "ramtha" still helpful to you, and live those types of philosophies, and justify JZ Knights deviant behavior, what could we here, at a site created by former students of RSE, to mak...
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 07, 2012 8:42 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Hooked by a celebrity
Replies: 14
Views: 2886

Re: Hooked by a celebrity

Very well said RoyGBiv. I truly understand where you are coming from Awaken, as there was a point prior to my recovery process that I felt exactly as you do now. What I can suggest is to read as many posts on this site, and do plenty of research on the honest truth of JZ Knight. What I have found is...
by freemysoul
Wed Nov 07, 2012 5:07 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: In A Moment I Awoke from my slumber
Replies: 25
Views: 3398

Re: In A Moment I Awoke from my slumber

Welcome Jingz, I am glad you are here, and thank you for such a thoughtful, emotional post. I look forward to you sharing, and coming together with us in the healing process.
Again, welcome and I am grateful you are here.
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 06, 2012 11:04 pm
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Hooked by a celebrity
Replies: 14
Views: 2886

Re: Hooked by a celebrity

Hi Awaken and welcome, I am glad you shared your story and have come to EMF. The thing you need to understand about JZ Knight, is that she cares about one person, JZ Knight. I also think that JZ is far more interested in Selma's billionaire husband than she cares about Selma, as JZ is a power hungry...
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 06, 2012 4:33 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: My RSE exit story Cheryl - It is good to be free.
Replies: 23
Views: 3619

Re: My exit story

Cheryl, Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your last event was also mine, and I was looking at everything the same way you were. What do they say, great minds? I remember the maid sheet smelling incident, and JZ as ramtha bashing James, who eventually left the arena after the third or fourth ...
by freemysoul
Thu Nov 01, 2012 7:56 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Members!
Replies: 17
Views: 2077

Re: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Memb

The last thing JZ wants to do is sue, or go to court with Virginia. She knows, as well as we do, that her 'use agreement' isn't worth the paper its printed on, and also knows that the court of public opinion, which will make up any jury, will see through her lies and her ignorant hate filled rants. ...
by freemysoul
Thu Nov 01, 2012 6:16 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Members!
Replies: 17
Views: 2077

Re: JZK,Inc claims "Conditions of Participation" on EMF Memb

All this heat has got JZ pulling out what is left of her hair. It sucks when someone shines a light on the dark recesses you thought would never be seen in public, by people who think rationally and honestly. And it must really suck, that the public at large, the 'social conscious' JZ berates regula...
by freemysoul
Thu Oct 25, 2012 10:12 pm
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Spirituality imagination
Replies: 5
Views: 1200

Re: Spirituality imagination

The FACTS remain: There is not ONE documented case of extraordinary behavior, action, or occurence at rse. Everything you hear is gossip, exaggerations and outright lies. Don't you think that if people were actually doing things outside the bounds of human nature that rse would be more popular than ...
by freemysoul
Fri Oct 19, 2012 11:29 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: New post from Bettye Johnson and reply:
Replies: 13
Views: 1943

Re: New post from Bettye Johnson and reply:

Oh Bettye, you poor lost soul, how I do feel for the situation you have gotten yourself into, but it isn't too late for you to save yourself from the clutches of jz and her fools. If you truly feel that there is a ramtha, and that jz is its channel, what is it about an ex student posting videos on a...
by freemysoul
Fri Oct 19, 2012 1:21 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.
Replies: 33
Views: 4460

Re: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.

The amount of times Phill says: me, I, mine, etc., etc., is an obvious symptom of the selfish and egocentric rse member. Just from personal experience, I was also as self absorbed and self concerned as Phill. For people so self concerned, it never ceases to amaze how ramsters love to throw around wo...
by freemysoul
Sat Oct 13, 2012 3:39 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.
Replies: 33
Views: 4460

Re: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.

OK Phil, I stopped reading your nonsense about five words in because I know it is some ramthaesque rant that meanders endlessly and tries convincing people how smart you are, so I am going to make this simple. Anyone who reads what you post knows exactly who and where you are, and nobody here is int...
by freemysoul
Fri Oct 12, 2012 9:07 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.
Replies: 33
Views: 4460

Re: Ramtha, As far as I am concerned it is him.

Phil, I understand where you are, and I have compassion for all the people you have and will hurt with the attitude and behavior you are exhibiting right now. What are you posting here for? If you are so far evolved beyond us ordinary folk, what could we here on this site possibly have to offer such...
by freemysoul
Fri Oct 05, 2012 10:27 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Jz Knight and Groundhogs day
Replies: 11
Views: 1507

Re: Jz Knight and Groundhogs day

Wow, I thought I had seen it all. So JZ has created a site to document the unfounded horseshit that is RSE. I am sure it will fill up with more blurry helicopters, like that one, or grainy orbs that are anything and everything but orbs, BECAUSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS ORBS. It just goes to show yo...
by freemysoul
Fri Oct 05, 2012 5:14 am
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Jz Knight and Groundhogs day
Replies: 11
Views: 1507

Re: Jz Knight and Groundhogs day

It sounds to me like Judith is feeling GUILTY Vanilla. She knows how much devastation and despair she has wrought on her masses, so maybe she is understanding that she has some answering to do with a power much greater than herself. When she looks out into her audience, she sees the confusion and lo...
by freemysoul
Thu Oct 04, 2012 7:17 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: From freemind
Replies: 2
Views: 1183

Re: From Virginia

Hello freemind and welcome, I wish you the very best with the situation you have found yourself in, it can be very difficult at first, but please know that we are all here with open ears and open hearts, with plenty of experience on what you must be going through right now. Being in a relationship w...
by freemysoul
Sat Sep 29, 2012 9:20 pm
Forum: About Staff & Cult Leaders: Its All About Me
Topic: James fired
Replies: 17
Views: 2103

Re: James fired

ALL yellow guards have NO affiliation with the school?
I know of at least 2 who were blue college.
by freemysoul
Thu Sep 27, 2012 5:32 am
Forum: For Children who have moved on from RSE
Topic: Growing Up
Replies: 5
Views: 1216

Re: Growing Up

I really appreciate this topic thread and such thoughtful, emotional posts. I was 23 when I joined rse, and had two small children while I attended. Luckily for me, I never had them come to the ranch, although I did think about it often, while I was lost in the muck and mire of JZ's. I thank my luck...
by freemysoul
Wed Sep 26, 2012 2:22 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…
Replies: 14
Views: 1651

Re: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…

Here here Robair and Kelku, Its one thing to claim personal experience and a whole other to claim success and power from the ridiculous things that JZ Knight has used to bind and enslave her 'students'. I know there are the excuses that "JZ didn't invent 'mirror work' or 'scrying' or any of her 'dis...
by freemysoul
Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:59 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…
Replies: 14
Views: 1651

Re: very powerful and it works - is the mirror…

Hi Naturegirl, and welcome to EMF. I was curious and concerned about your post on 'mirror work/scrying' or whatever it is called, and your comments on 'Orbs'. On this site, most people are working at detaching themselves from rse/jz knight's harmful practices and everything they experienced there, b...
by freemysoul
Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:22 am
Forum: About Staff & Cult Leaders: Its All About Me
Topic: James fired
Replies: 17
Views: 2103

Re: James fired

Me too. Which James is it you are speaking of Vanilla? The James I know never worked security either, but as one of JZ's 'builders', and was always by JZ's side because they were a couple.
by freemysoul
Thu Sep 13, 2012 5:11 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: JZ KNIGHT SAYS 2012 doomsday is not happening
Replies: 12
Views: 1339

Re: JZ KNIGHT SAYS 2012 doomsday is not happening

This is a typical three hand monte game that JZ has been playing for 30 years now. Since you have everyone scared shitless, confused, desperate and broke, give them a slight reprieve that 2012 doomsday isn't happening; because they changed the timeline of course. As soon as everyone is comfortable a...
by freemysoul
Tue Sep 11, 2012 11:28 pm
Forum: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at (RSE), a division of JZK Inc.
Topic: Fire, Health and Safety Violations at RSE posted YouTube Sept 10 2012
Replies: 20
Views: 3305

Re: Fire, Health and Safety concerns at RSE YouTube

Anyone who has ever been to an event at Judith's barn know exactly how chaotic, disorganized, and packed liked sardines it becomes. Add to that the smoke of over a thousand people chain smoking pipes, intoxicated from Judith instruction to 'toast' until inebriated, all the while alcohol and prozac p...
by freemysoul
Wed Aug 15, 2012 8:32 pm
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: No Sick Pay and Benefits for RSE staff
Replies: 8
Views: 1559

Re: PEOPLE WHO NEVER POST

If you listen to JZ breathe, she sounds exactly like my Grandmother did, who died of lung cancer/emphysema years ago. I think JZ brags about healing lots of things that she either never had in the first place, or says she heals them, only to be truly afflicted the entire time. It wouldn't surprise m...
by freemysoul
Wed Aug 15, 2012 8:22 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: RSE Conditions of Participation Doc Review by U.S. Lawyers
Replies: 12
Views: 2047

Re: RSE Conditions of Participation Doc Review by U.S. Lawye

What I really love about this post: RSE Conditions of Participation Doc Review by US Lawyers, is the work David and whoever else may have helped, put into it. I admire that dedication, and in effect, the heart and pluck of people who give of themselves in this way. I find a kindred soul in those who...
by freemysoul
Wed Aug 15, 2012 1:57 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: From Eddie
Replies: 9
Views: 820

Re: From Virginia

Welcome Eddie, I appreciate your posts and thank you for sharing your story. I know what its like to leave RSE and hold onto things I have learned there, but view what it is and what good it serves in a different vain. I concede that the entire thing, JZ/Ramtha/RSE is a soul draining, pocket emptyin...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 31, 2012 5:19 am
Forum: All Things Books - Debate
Topic: Steven Wienberg Interview July 1 2008
Replies: 9
Views: 2168

Re: Steven Wienberg Interviews David McCarthy July 1 2008

I think Ockham and Rooster have it pretty well nailed down. What I remember was JZ saying, "If Einstein was a woman, and not preoccupied by sex (sexual thoughts, desire, male perversion, etc.), that he would have ascended." This sums it up for me where JZ stands in reference to sex, that it prevents...
by freemysoul
Wed Jun 27, 2012 9:26 am
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: JZ Knight/Ramtha Merv Grifin Show P2 1985 - YouTube
Replies: 3
Views: 1467

Re: JZ Knight/Ramtha Merv Grifin Show P2 1985 - YouTube

This was a huge eye opener for me five years ago when I first saw it. I couldn't get over her seeming lack of the English language, and I always thought that her; as it were indeeds, and so be its, and in your times, and all the other filler words, were just that, FILLER. Spaces that she couldn't fi...
by freemysoul
Sun Jun 24, 2012 2:09 pm
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?
Replies: 20
Views: 2507

Re: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?

Great job UKGirl. Time, for me anyway, made things better, and I have made more friends in the last 3 years than I have lost from rse. Also, I understand now how shallow and 'unloving' those relationships really were. For me, they were based on a foundation of dishonesty and great falsehoods. While ...
by freemysoul
Sun Jun 24, 2012 1:52 pm
Forum: TV Interviews - Videos -Documentaries - Educate yourself
Topic: Guess who also sold her soul to 'Rain Man'
Replies: 5
Views: 1478

Re: Guess who also sold her soul to 'Rain Man'

Here Here David. Lets keep it as simple as it is: JZ Knight is and has always been, since her early creation of 'ramtha' in the 70's, a manipulative charlatan, eager and willing to prey on other human's desire to better themselves. She feeds on the financial gain and intoxicating sense of power she ...
by freemysoul
Sun Jun 24, 2012 3:30 am
Forum: Leaving RSE: The Aftermath
Topic: Understanding the attraction to religion after RSE
Replies: 1
Views: 1498

Re: Understanding the attraction to religion after RSE

Thank you Kensho for sharing such a personal and heart felt post. It touched me, and I totally relate to detaching myself from past religious experiences and morality, only to come to the understanding that I was on to something all along. I too have welcomed back those ideals of selflessness, consc...
by freemysoul
Thu Jun 14, 2012 2:09 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?
Replies: 20
Views: 2507

Re: How Do I Tell My RSE Friends That JZK / Ramtha is Fake?

Hello and Welcome UKGirl!!!! It was wonderful to read your post and be reminded by your example that others WILL SEE THROUGH the giant illusion that JZ Knight has created. I am very proud and inspired by you, and all of us who have pulled ourselves clear of rse's treachery. The responses you have re...
by freemysoul
Sat May 19, 2012 3:52 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Remote viewing; what are the odds?
Replies: 3
Views: 1063

Re: Remote viewing; what are the odds?

There are more blue stars on the walls of JZ's 'great hall' than anything else it seemed to me. There was a time that I thought this really meant something, but understand now how much of a coincidence it really is. The color blue and trees also permeate the walls, as they are the most common guesse...
by freemysoul
Thu May 10, 2012 6:16 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: courageous memoir by Kate B
Replies: 9
Views: 1437

Re: courageous memoir by Kate B

I remember at least 3 people that JZ claimed were reincarnated from the Dalai Lama, and at least two who she claimed were William Wallace. She would get so drunk she couldn't remember who she gave what title, or when for that matter. It just goes to show you, JZ Knight is fully aware of hooking peop...
by freemysoul
Sat Apr 28, 2012 6:37 pm
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: JZK loses trademark lawsuit - JZK, INC. v. JOSEPH G 1994
Replies: 2
Views: 1992

Re: JZ Knight loses defamation and trademark lawsuit 1994

IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can begin to "channel" ramtha, and my message would be: JZ Knight has never had my permission to speak on my behalf. It is obvious, being omniscient, that JZ Knight does not and has not ever known me, or what I am about, as I have been an Orthodox Jew my entire lifetime, am all...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 27, 2012 11:49 pm
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Brainwashed to death?
Replies: 12
Views: 2290

Re: Brainwashed to death?

Very well said Kensho and thank you for your thoughtful response. I still am working through the guilt associated with my time at RSE, and am far from the person I was two years ago, but there is still work to be done on my part. Thanks again for such a well thought out post. It really is helpful fo...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 27, 2012 1:20 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Brainwashed to death?
Replies: 12
Views: 2290

Re: Brainwashed to death?

Great posts. I have always been a compassionate person, from the time I was a little child, seeing a human or animal in pain, physical or emotional, would touch the part of me that wanted to help in some way, even if that way meant only to be a shoulder to cry on, or the ears to listen, I wanted to ...
by freemysoul
Wed Apr 25, 2012 11:23 pm
Forum: About Staff & Cult Leaders: Its All About Me
Topic: Do any of these people actually believe their own BS?
Replies: 10
Views: 2364

Re: when JZ dies, then what?

I have spent a lot of time in and around Livingston/Bozeman Montana, the Paradise Valley, where one of CUT's main bunker/churches is at. What surprised me, was the very similar attitude that non CUT and non RSE members of the community have towards the cults, and it seems to be one of "out of site, ...
by freemysoul
Fri Apr 13, 2012 7:40 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

Too funny. I remember a 'discipline' JZ made up for blue college in about 1995. She had them all blindfolded, duct taped, ears plugged, etc. and then driven or walked into the brushy woods there on the property. Every single person, including several of my friends ended up with serious cuts, gashes,...
by freemysoul
Tue Apr 10, 2012 6:37 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

:lol: I don't think that is sexist Vanilla. It fits. Early on when I first joined EMF, I was hypersensitive to all things jz/rse, and felt extreme unease even reading ramster material, so I know for people who are new here, and just shedding their post cult layers, many things may trigger an emotion...
by freemysoul
Tue Apr 10, 2012 4:20 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

Thank you Vanilla for clearing that up. I understand the dilemma of ramtha said/jz said, it was the same as when I was under her spell and any time you would say she, ramsters would jump on you correcting you with a stern "HE SAID!", or "RAMTHA SAID!" I appreciate your posting Vanilla, your insight ...
by freemysoul
Tue Apr 10, 2012 3:50 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

No kidding West. I had a question of Vanilla. In your post you state, "Ramtha himself", as if there is such a being. Do you still believe that there is, or ever was a 'ramtha'? Also, even with all the evidence to the contrary, do you believe that people can use their 'ramtha powers' to 'read' the ca...
by freemysoul
Sun Apr 08, 2012 11:18 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

Kenny can see in 'ultraviolet' and 'hertizan' (as jz likes to call it), but he can't stop smoking like a chimney, cussing like a sailor and drinking like a drunk. I question Kenny's 'abilities' because I know how full of shit he is, and how he would do anything to gain favor in JZ's eyes, including ...
by freemysoul
Sat Apr 07, 2012 11:04 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE alternative to humanity's future
Replies: 22
Views: 2921

Re: RSE alternative to humanity's future

Jaime memorized the cards just like I did, and just like every other person that memorized 52 scratches, matching them to their suit and number. He knows whats going to happen to him no more than I do, or anyone else for that matter. Its amazing what holds sway to JZ's brood, and if he gets too far ...
by freemysoul
Thu Apr 05, 2012 3:44 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: SO BE IT!!
Replies: 5
Views: 1178

Re: SO BE IT!!

In many languages, Amen translates loosely as 'so be it', Hebrew, Arabic, etc. Its typical JZ Knight, to take something many people use in an honorable way and steal it for her manipulative cause. It is no different than the Nazi salute Hitler stole from the Ancient Romans, for use in his Reich. Any...
by freemysoul
Wed Apr 04, 2012 10:40 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: USA news outlet picks up on MIVILUDES story
Replies: 23
Views: 2530

Re: USA news outlet picks up on MIVILUDES story

Way to be on top of it David! You notice how quick Mike Wright is to use the 'cult' word when it is in some way beneficial to JZ. I believe it was JZ who said people that use the word 'cult' use it to defame or slander people with its use. Mike sure was quick to throw it around to separate rse and j...
by freemysoul
Mon Apr 02, 2012 10:50 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: DEEP Thoughts by Ramtha May 21 2004
Replies: 2
Views: 1283

Re: DEEP Thoughts by Ramtha May 21 2004

In the next breath she says, the only thing a god can't do, is make someone love someone else. So the list of things a god can't do grows, depending upon what JZ has read or saw on the History channel that week.
by freemysoul
Mon Apr 02, 2012 10:44 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Ramtha quotes 2004 from notes
Replies: 10
Views: 2067

Re: Ramtha quotes 2004 from notes

That should be enough for people to understand what an incoherent contradictory flimflammer JZ Knight is. In the many years of notes I had acquired and reread year after year, searching for its meaning, I could never find it, because she says ABSOLUTELY NOTHING with a thousand words, and contradicts...
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 31, 2012 5:28 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Rse discounts for children watching the stream
Replies: 9
Views: 937

Re: Rse discounts for children watching the stream

It is disgusting and reprehensible what JZ is doing. I do understand though, listening to hours of JZ's drunken, incoherent tirades, searching for meaning in meaninglessness, because I did it for years. I would decipher my notes like some crazed grad student cramming for finals, thinking that if I c...
by freemysoul
Thu Mar 29, 2012 4:37 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.
Replies: 7
Views: 915

Re: My partner fell into the cult behind my back.

Welcome Prudence. I am sorry to hear of your relationship, as I experienced something very similar, except decided to follow my 'partner' into rse, only to be left for someone "with more virtue": her excuse for wanting to be with someone else. HUGE MISTAKE. Although I believe she was doing c & e, I ...
by freemysoul
Sat Mar 24, 2012 9:12 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 4324

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

In the first few months after leaving rse, 'c and e' was definitely a trigger. For 8 years, almost every single morning and evening, I would do 'c and e', create my day, etc...etc... I had made it such a part of my life, and was so habitually transfixed on it that months after leaving, as I would wa...
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 14, 2012 6:40 am
Forum: LAUGHTER: A HEALTHY PART OF MOVING ON
Topic: Liar Liar JZ Knight Ramtha vist (EMF) for the Truth
Replies: 13
Views: 1768

Re: Liar Liar JZ Knight Ramtha vist (EMF) for the Truth

Propaganda 101. Man shes got some creepy people working for her.
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 14, 2012 5:20 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: feeling a bit lost and confused
Replies: 46
Views: 4324

Re: feeling a bit lost and confused

Welcome Outonalimb. I am very happy you have found us, and many here can relate to the overwhelming emotional rollercoaster that leaving rse can have on us. Please, for your sanity's sake and the sake of your happiness, know that we here truly care, empathize and understand what you are experiencing...
by freemysoul
Tue Mar 13, 2012 6:00 am
Forum: Omega: It Never Paid. The David Hudson swindle and other RSE scams and shills
Topic: Original News Tribune article from 2004 on the Omega scam
Replies: 10
Views: 2189

Re: Original News Tribune article from 2004 on the Omega sca

Hey Ockham, is there a link to that Greg Simmons in 'wake up' clip......would love to see that.
by freemysoul
Tue Mar 13, 2012 3:18 am
Forum: Omega: It Never Paid. The David Hudson swindle and other RSE scams and shills
Topic: The David Hudson swindle at RSE - White Powder Gold - MDMA
Replies: 18
Views: 7403

Re: The David Hudson MLM swindle at RSE

Welcome RbtBruneau. I am very glad to see you here. I encourage you to post as much as you need to, and as often as you need to. I know when I first found EMF it was like Christmas morning reading all the posts and seeing myself in most all of them. The revelations kept coming and coming. What I hav...
by freemysoul
Wed Mar 07, 2012 3:46 am
Forum: Omega: It Never Paid. The David Hudson swindle and other RSE scams and shills
Topic: Clyde Hood - Wikipedia (Omega, It Never Paid)
Replies: 3
Views: 2119

Re: Clyde Hood - Wikipedia (Omega, It Never Paid)

Great post CD. Wiki needs one correction that I know of personally and that is the fact that Hood stopped accepting clients in 1995. He was still accepting money well into 1996 and maybe even into 1997 under the name Omega. I'm not sure how to do corrections or add on Wiki but I will look into it an...
by freemysoul
Fri Mar 02, 2012 4:26 am
Forum: Lawsuits & Court cases - JZK,Inc - latest lawsuit - RSE Music Copyright Infringments
Topic: Legal actions against RSE Step 3
Replies: 20
Views: 2376

Re: RSE Student Deaths Thread 2

I understand what both you, David and Joe, are saying here, and it is quite a conundrum. On one hand, here is JZ Knight, purposefully exploiting her 'students', some to death, but no one is holding a gun to their heads, according to the legal system. On the other hand, rse is a direct cause of the p...
by freemysoul
Mon Feb 27, 2012 8:59 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Glock Diane RSE Student Deaths
Replies: 19
Views: 1898

Re: RSE Student Deaths Thread 2

Greg used to be the great claimer of all the healings and magical success of the 'disciplines', but whenever questioned about 'results', his pat answer has always, and will continue to be, "We aren't in the business of 'proving'". Which to any logical person means, there is no proof, there aren't an...
by freemysoul
Sun Feb 26, 2012 7:47 pm
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Glock Diane RSE Student Deaths
Replies: 19
Views: 1898

Re: RSE Student Deaths Thread 2

"She wanted to die." This is the callous explanation, interpretation, that ramsters will label this poor lost woman's death. This, to me anyway, is a searing indictment of jz's perverted and often belittling perspective of this woman's entire life. Who she really was, all the good she ever did, any ...
by freemysoul
Fri Feb 24, 2012 4:16 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My Friend has been involved with RSE for about 20 years - Help
Replies: 44
Views: 4255

Re: New Friend

This is a great thread. Sandy, I don't know if its wishful thinking or not to expect your friend to act like one, if this is what you are asking. I know this tho. My friends that are still part of rse, I only speak with on a yearly basis, if that, and it is never a real conversation, always empty ba...
by freemysoul
Tue Feb 21, 2012 7:13 pm
Forum: Drug & Alcohol Use at RSE
Topic: RSE Prozac has now stopped, but the wine ceremonies
Replies: 12
Views: 1691

Re: RSE Prozac has now stopped, but the wine ceremonies have

JZ, while faking her ramtha persona, delivered an hours long wine ceremony where she instructed blue college to begin taking Prozac. She went on for several hours, using her photographic memory to relay the prescription drug information on Prozac and other ssri's, claiming "Vitamin P's" 'great value...
by freemysoul
Tue Feb 21, 2012 6:51 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My Friend has been involved with RSE for about 20 years - Help
Replies: 44
Views: 4255

Re: New Friend

Hello Sandy, and welcome. I apologize for taking so long to respond. As far as JZ's demands and requirements on the 'students', logic takes a back seat to control and manipulation. Logic, common sense and 'reality' are the first things that JZ separates newcomers from, as this makes molding a ration...
by freemysoul
Sat Feb 11, 2012 5:28 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: My Friend has been involved with RSE for about 20 years - Help
Replies: 44
Views: 4255

Re: New Friend

Hello Everyone, Ockham, check out Powell's Book's website in Portland, Oregon for 'From the Mundane to the Magnificent'. Last time I was in there they had two copies. Welcome Sandy, and let me just say that I wish you the best as far as your friendship is concerned. Speaking as a former member of th...
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 22, 2011 5:17 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: JZ/R asks students to show compassion for Japanese in Yelm
Replies: 26
Views: 3080

Re: JZ/R asks students to show compassion for Japanese in Ye

Thank you Rooster. There is hope for them all, even though JZ has most of them so baffled with bullshit that filtering out control and manipulation from reason, is at times, impossible.
by freemysoul
Tue Nov 22, 2011 12:41 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: JZ/R asks students to show compassion for Japanese in Yelm
Replies: 26
Views: 3080

Re: JZ/R asks students to show compassion for Japanese in Ye

So it isn't 'The Days To Come' any longer, now it is 'The Days That Are Here', wow. I am reminded of all the justifications I made for JZ's 'prognostications' and lies, just as this woman does in her article. Every time someone questioned JZ or my belief system at the time, I had a pat answer for al...
by freemysoul
Fri Nov 04, 2011 11:49 pm
Forum: All Things EMF - Researching? Use our EMF Search Engine
Topic: Occupy RSE Inc
Replies: 42
Views: 3881

Re: Occupy RSE Inc

I LOVE IT! Brilliant David! You are gonna go up a notch on JZ's poop list, and I will join you by placing them all over Yelm next weekend.
by freemysoul
Sun Oct 23, 2011 4:59 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: new signs
Replies: 17
Views: 1827

Re: new signs

GREAT SIGN DAVID!! I would love to see them plastered around Yelm and the surrounding areas. Brilliant idea. Thank you freemysoul Hopefully someone close to Yelm will take the initiative :idea: EMF would place it in the Yelm local paper if the editor had some backbone.. But just the same as JZ knig...
by freemysoul
Sun Oct 09, 2011 8:00 am
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 2
Replies: 19
Views: 2542

Re: Is RSE A Cult? thread 2

Knowingness to me when I was involved with rse meant I had blocked out anything and everything from my mind, becoming completely single minded on one idea or object so as to 'bring' that thing into my life, putting aside doubt, or any other thought contrary to that desire. With the help of time and ...
by freemysoul
Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:24 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Ramtha said there are some people doing the walk for evil
Replies: 6
Views: 1679

Re: Ramtha said there are some people doing the walk for evi

The "evil" is only "evil" when JZ Knight has a use for it. In this case, I am willing to bet she wasn't getting the reaction she wanted from her 'students' and felt the reins slipping away so to speak. So, as she does when she throws out the old "The Sky is Falling!!!!!!!!!!!!" routine, she says som...
by freemysoul
Fri Sep 30, 2011 12:27 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: No one would listen to the teachings if
Replies: 6
Views: 1569

Re: No one would listen to the teachings if

When I started to hear about RSE in the mid/early nineties, the internet was not nearly as common or massive as it is today, so when I did a search back then on RSE and JZ, most search results were positive feedback, or links to its site, which was brand new at the time. The same search today brings...
by freemysoul
Mon Sep 19, 2011 8:47 pm
Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
Topic: Jz has a new man? One of her employees?
Replies: 26
Views: 3252

Re: Jz has a new man? One of her employees?

This post is almost straight out of Globe magazine, or The National Enquirer. Only from rse and JZ could such deprivation and disgusting defects of character be so common and universal. JZ is spiteful, and thrives on drama. What a better way to stir up shit, and cause chaos, then to create turmoil i...
by freemysoul
Mon Sep 19, 2011 8:25 pm
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 2
Replies: 19
Views: 2542

Re: Is RSE A Cult? thread 2

First of all, thanks Joe for all the great info. The word 'cult' should be clearly defined so people don't have more misunderstanding and confusion in an already complicated arena. With all the double speak and the generally misleading nature of rse, it is refreshing to have an incontrovertible expl...
by freemysoul
Wed Sep 14, 2011 7:36 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Ramtha School New BS Prediction 2011
Replies: 34
Views: 2939

Re: Ramtha School New BS Prediction 2011

In one breath Ben speaks of how overloaded and 'hungover' he is, and the next line saying just how this information 'overload' has 'tied everything together' for him. God that sounds so familiar, all that double talk, like 'teacher' like 'student' I suppose. If you don't at least pretend to understa...
by freemysoul
Tue Sep 13, 2011 8:01 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: RSE Indoctrination diagrams circa 1991
Replies: 16
Views: 2328

Re: RSE Indoctrination diagrams circa 1991

Wow, this brought back such vivid memories. I remember too what stock I put in all that rubbish. The imagery and ideas were so beautiful and mystical to me at one time, and I protected them as if they were holy. Looking back now on these images, I can't fathom how such meaningless dogma could hold m...
by freemysoul
Tue Aug 30, 2011 7:24 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Ramtha School New BS Prediction 2011
Replies: 34
Views: 2939

Re: Ramtha School New BS Prediction 2011

Ten years from now, JZ, or someone in her stead, will be proselytizing on another doomsday scenario that is too vague to mean anything and just scary enough to get her 'students' attention, AGAIN. This exact drama has played out repeatedly for 25 plus years now, and for many of her 'students', it ha...
by freemysoul
Mon Aug 29, 2011 7:57 pm
Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
Replies: 128
Views: 26354

Re: Is RSE A Cult?

Vanilla, That's probably the best use those cards ever got, you actually having fun with them and using them as they were intended to be used. I remember feeling the same way about all my 'rse' crap. I looked at the white book as if it were a bible for years. I am so grateful to be free of the fear ...
by freemysoul
Fri Aug 19, 2011 3:47 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: RSE "RED GUARD" The Stanford prison experiment.
Replies: 4
Views: 2078

Re: RSE "RED GUARD" The Stanford prison experiment.

Great article David. I remember vividly the difference in attitude and actions of the 'red guard' that took place between my beginner event, and the first assay I took part of. At my beginners, they were comforting, supportive, and took time to answer questions and even chat friendly at times. Howev...
by freemysoul
Wed Aug 17, 2011 6:13 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: JZK scheduled on Coast to Coast Sunday night, August 14.
Replies: 13
Views: 2356

Re: JZK scheduled on Coast to Coast Sunday night, August 14.

With the way the 'students' emulate and follow JZ Knights every whim, its eerie and foreboding that JZ is soooo cheery about her own demise. This sets a disgusting precedent for her followers to be soooo happy and comfortable about their own deaths and leads too what I have been fearful of for years...
by freemysoul
Thu Aug 11, 2011 9:03 am
Forum: Your RSE Experience & What Red Flags Woke You Up Toward Leaving?
Topic: Business advice from a Ramtha Student to Another
Replies: 1
Views: 1345

Re: Business advice from a Ramtha Student to Another

Hi Vanilla, It could be just another justification he has made, the 'ram students don't have any money' part. I made many honest assessments while a 'student' while still believing in the bulk of malarkey I was told so its not a huge leap to think that this man knows that current students are mostly...
by freemysoul
Mon Aug 08, 2011 1:46 am
Forum: Pseudoscience & RSE
Topic: master connection pseudo-science
Replies: 16
Views: 3153

Re: master connection pseudo-science

Well said Grandfather, if your community absolves itself of all personal liability and responsibility, the whole while running around like chicken little screaming 'the sky is falling', it sure as hell isn't a community I would want to live in, let alone be neighbors with. As far as the 'masters con...
by freemysoul
Sat Aug 06, 2011 4:57 am
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Tidalwave
Replies: 13
Views: 1670

Re: Tidalwave

Thanks for the reply Joe, very insightful and helpful. It goes to the heart of the thread of hope and belief I had about rse/ramtha when I was there. It really all stemmed from the idea of the magical, and the possibility of their 'discipline' providing results. Regardless of the few truths sprinkle...
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 31, 2011 7:04 pm
Forum: RSE a Doomsday Cult
Topic: Tidalwave
Replies: 13
Views: 1670

Re: Tidalwave

Great post Joe. This reminds me of finding my cards. Before that point, I was questioning everything RSE, doubting, and had many unanswered questions. I told myself that I would give this card thing 100%, and if it didn't pan out, I would leave this sham behind, and think nothing more of it. The pro...
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 22, 2011 2:26 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: The latest in Yelm?
Replies: 2
Views: 1027

Re: The latest in Yelm?

Vanilla, my heart goes out to you. I understand that feeling of betrayal and distrust very well. I would be curious to see the things you have found on OMEGA, I lost thousands on that one. I wish you well, and appreciate your posts and honesty.
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 22, 2011 2:21 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Does thought create reality: Indigo...I want to say farewell
Replies: 43
Views: 3258

Re: Does thought create reality: Indigo...I want to say fare

So much for the PAST not existing Indigo. If your posts, and returning to the "PAST" to check on responses isn't indication enough, you will never see it, but maybe you don't want to. I sincerely wish you all the best in whatever your future endeavors may be, and as far as your 'process' is concerne...
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 17, 2011 11:10 pm
Forum: News Articles
Topic: JZ Knight and Psychology Today
Replies: 2
Views: 895

Re: JZ Knight and Psychology Today

If that woman had any idea who she was talking to she would have ran for the hills. JZ bashed psychologist and psychiatrist HARD in the mid 90's, and called them clever filthy names. Now all of a sudden she has concern for our youth's 'psychological' well being? She's probably found a way to make mo...
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 17, 2011 10:44 pm
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Adios Mother
Replies: 19
Views: 1694

Re: Adios Mother

Hello Adios Mother, Welcome. Your post was touching and familiar. Thank you for sharing such a private painful experience and for so eloquently doing so. I hope you can find healing here, I know in the beginning for me, it helped just to know that people were listening and those people cared. Thank ...
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 17, 2011 5:17 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: THE LAST STREAM
Replies: 18
Views: 2507

Re: THE LAST STREAM

I think if Ockham's post is reread, they aren't calling W.E. anything.
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 17, 2011 4:00 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Does thought create reality: Indigo...I want to say farewell
Replies: 43
Views: 3258

Re: Does thought create reality: I want to say farewell

Hi W.E., I hope this answers your question. I think everyone should respond however they deem fit. Live and let live works great when someone leaves sincerely and with good tidings, and there is nothing wrong with responding in kind. I don't find Indigo's post as such, and think anyone who reads it ...
by freemysoul
Sun Jul 17, 2011 1:43 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Does thought create reality: Indigo...I want to say farewell
Replies: 43
Views: 3258

Re: Does thought create reality

Lost, You and I see Indigo's posts differently and I would agree with Marie. Whatever grace, dignity and blessings were there were definitely tempered with their philosophical beliefs and unrealistic views of reality. Its rather easy and childish in my opinion to 'have to have the last word', especi...
by freemysoul
Sat Jul 16, 2011 11:43 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Does thought create reality: Indigo...I want to say farewell
Replies: 43
Views: 3258

Re: Does thought create reality

"The past does not exist". REALLY? No delusion involved? REALLY? Indigo, from my perspective, and the majority of the human population, the past is VERY REAL, and VERY TANGIBLE. To be specific, I ate garlic chicken pizza last night, and have the same gas I get every time I eat garlic chicken pizza. ...
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 15, 2011 11:20 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: Do Thoughts Create Reality?

Justtruth, In your most recent comment: It is a crucial time to help others especially with this timeline of 2012 hanging over Our heads. I say that because I am not clear of the indoctrination of it and I am concerned of the actions Of others, what they might do if they haven't done everything R sa...
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 15, 2011 9:39 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: Do Thoughts Create Reality?

Thank you to everyone who has posted. This thread has been the most challenging I have experienced and have learned much because of it. I thank you Robair for your heartfelt post and take your advice on a solution to this issue. Agreeing to disagree is a noble and thoughtful solution. Although there...
by freemysoul
Thu Jul 14, 2011 5:38 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: Do Thoughts Create Reality?

Although I disagree with AD60's assessment of my posts, I do agree with you about one thing. I think we alllllllllll need to carefully re-read the relevant posts and re-think/re-perceive our positions here. -- I know I will, 'cause I'm just not seeing/hearing what you are. Posts involving JZ's destr...
by freemysoul
Wed Jul 13, 2011 8:39 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: Do Thoughts Create Reality?

This is a site for open discussion and debate on the experiences and opinions of former/current rse students and loved ones who have been abused by JZ Knight and rse. Lets not confuse this open discussion and debate with being judgmental or close minded. If there is a disagreement or a question over...
by freemysoul
Wed Jul 13, 2011 8:05 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: i am new and so confused about so many things..........
Replies: 24
Views: 2644

Re: i am new and so confused about so many things..........

Thank you iamgod17 for your honesty. For me, it was a very dark time, and not one that I like to rehash, but I know that in my experience there are things that may be helpful to others that are questioning this whole experience, for it is a complex and very emotional one, and after years of being to...
by freemysoul
Wed Jul 13, 2011 4:33 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: THE LAST STREAM
Replies: 18
Views: 2507

Re: THE LAST STREAM

Thanks for the post Vanilla, was this the second half of the 17 hour post, or a new one? I remember when JZ started wearing those stupid R hats with the torn fronts that sold for 45 dollars at qc, or the R cards that came out as soon as card mapping became all the rage selling for 20 dollars a pack....
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 10:49 pm
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: A MUCH SAFER PLACE than where they were...
Replies: 13
Views: 1714

Re: A MUCH SAFER PLACE than where they were...

Thank you AD60, I hadn't thought about the cards on the chest thing, and you are right, that does reek of social conscious, look at me, I'm better than you. I think for me as a beginner, this was the beginning of separation of people, like in high school, that I experienced. "Wow, they are sooooo sp...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 8:43 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: A MUCH SAFER PLACE than where they were...
Replies: 13
Views: 1714

Re: A MUCH SAFER PLACE than where they were...

I agree, it is a very crappy thing to scare people into moving here, and then leave them out to dry, but JZ has been doing that for 25 plus years now, so the Japanese are just her most recent 'victims'. As far as JZ Knight remote viewing anything, just check her track record, and not the one rse lik...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 6:32 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: Do Thoughts Create Reality?

I hope you don't stay off any of the forums Lostinspace, your opinion, and posts are very valuable, and definitely make me think and see perspectives that I might not of, so I hope you continue to post. I understand that there are things people are going to want to hold onto that they got at rse, I ...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 5:33 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

Lostinspace, Not to split hairs either, what exactly did you find regrettable or distressing? I had an opinion, I stated it, and Justtruth and I disagree, I don't see the regret or distress in that. I am sure if you wanted to, there are thousands of lines in the White Book you could quote also, and ...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 1:50 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

Justtruth, I may not know what you feel or think, but I can surmise through your posts and come to a conclusion based on what you've placed in them when you post things like: Once again, thank you Indigo I like what you said, it puts you in a conscious state to create On one of the next to last stre...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 12, 2011 12:06 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

JZ Knight is a butcher of souls, who bleeds people emotionally, physically and financially, so I equate her with people like Osama Bin Laden and Charles Manson and have nothing but disdain for her. The feeling, or lack there of I hold towards JZ Knight, stems from her continuing abuse towards her 's...
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 11, 2011 6:35 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

Justtruth, What does when you started posting have to do with anything, weren't you posting 4 years ago as beautifulmind? Also, I am not attacking you, merely questioning the wisdom of accepting anything, especially advise on love, from a person as deviant and shady as JZ Knight purporting to be 'ra...
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 11, 2011 4:47 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

Justtruth, I can appreciate your opinion, and in the second line of my post, that is exactly what I did, ask you. Maybe if you reread it you can see that I was asking what you meant, not telling you. I understand what its like to hold onto the things you find helpful to you, and I completely support...
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 11, 2011 3:28 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

I just want it to be clear Joe, your post was one that I had no problem at all with, and you are consistently helpful to myself, and I know others. Your insight has helped me make that transition from delusional cult follower, to happily recovering cult follower and it was the video of you at the pa...
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 11, 2011 12:29 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: Ramtha is our movie star our idol
Replies: 3
Views: 1119

Re: Ramtha is our movie star our idol

For those with the eyes to see and the ears to hear, the truth is out, JZ Knight is a con cult leader that preys on people for her own personal gain.
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 11, 2011 12:18 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: Do Thoughts Create Reality?
Replies: 69
Views: 10933

Re: The Law of Attraction - Thoughts Creating Reality?

Justtruth, when you say things in posts like you did above, I find it irrational and perplexing. You say that 'in a sober moment ramtha said', yet, I am at a loss as to what that exactly means. When you say things like this, is it that you are cherry picking what JZ says that feels right to you, and...
by freemysoul
Tue Jul 05, 2011 8:41 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: Another doomsday cult story
Replies: 18
Views: 4034

Re: Another doomsday cult story

I have had a couple friends come to the school with disease, one with diabetes and the other chronic asthma. After becoming current and attending several events, they became convinced that c and e and focus would replace their medications, and they both stopped taking doctor prescribed meds. Both ha...
by freemysoul
Mon Jul 04, 2011 9:57 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: here is another perspective
Replies: 10
Views: 1256

Re: here is another perspective

Thanks iamgod17, I sincerely appreciate your posts and understand your perspective as well. Thank you for your insight also, as it will be of much help to many people here. I would feel the same way if my parents were abusive towards me, and wouldn't subject myself to that either. Again, thanks for ...
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 01, 2011 3:37 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: here is another perspective
Replies: 10
Views: 1256

Re: here is another perspective

Very well put AD60 and ex. I have a hard time holding my tongue when someone starts with ramthaspeak iamgod17, and I am sure you mean well. Its just that every bit of that philosophy has been tainted. Everything JZ has ever said as Ramtha was meant to control people out of 'fear', 'love', 'jealousy'...
by freemysoul
Fri Jul 01, 2011 2:56 am
Forum: JZK/Ramtha RSE Supporters Debate Forum.
Topic: i am new and so confused about so many things..........
Replies: 24
Views: 2644

Re: i am new and so confused about so many things..........

iamgod17, I sincerely appreciate your honesty and your posts. I completely understand what you say when you talk of 'ramtha's older teachings', yet have a polar opposite view on that subject. If I understand your posts so far, you still believe there was and still is a 'ramtha', that he is who he sa...
by freemysoul
Mon Jun 27, 2011 12:11 pm
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: And the appeal of JZ Knight's message is...?
Replies: 45
Views: 13354

Re: And the appeal of JZ Knight's message is...?

The red flags for me were many and from early on. You must suspend all rational thought, all common sense, and most all preconceived ideas about anything you thought you knew in order to be a part of JZ's circus. I would have to say, the idea of JZ channeling Ramtha was the biggest red flag for me. ...
by freemysoul
Sat Jun 25, 2011 3:50 am
Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
Topic: Vanda Boone murder
Replies: 14
Views: 3814

Re: Vanda Boone murder

Although I agree that Vanda was happy to be in Yelm, I can tell you that she left many things behind. I knew Vanda and some of the other people she associated with, and had dinner with them on a couple of occasions. Vanda moved to Yelm because of what JZ Knight has told anyone willing to listen. "Ye...
by freemysoul
Thu Jun 16, 2011 7:40 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Just need to say
Replies: 30
Views: 3647

Re: Just need to say

Thank you Ockham for putting that article back up. I know it is on here somewhere else, but this was a refreshing reminder. That article is one of the best and most accurate accounts I have read of RSE, overall I found it very accurate and unbiased. It is kind of dated, and it would be great if the ...
by freemysoul
Tue Jun 14, 2011 5:25 am
Forum: The Teachings, The Labyrinth, The Tank, Field Work, The Audiences, C&E, The Disciplines
Topic: 17 HOUR EVENT
Replies: 19
Views: 2405

Re: 17 HOUR EVENT

1.829 AU is 1.829 Astronomical units or 273,614,742 Kilometers. I have a hard time accepting any numbers, or scientific data from someone who swears by JZ Knight's ignorance, so I am willing to bet they are just numbers he has plugged into an equation that JZ read in Scientific Weekly recently.
by freemysoul
Fri Jun 10, 2011 10:13 am
Forum: Starting Your Recovery Process
Topic: Just need to say
Replies: 30
Views: 3647

Re: Just need to say

Great topic and posts. What I read here are peoples personal opinions based on their personal experiences. I know for me, there were wonderful times that I had at RSE, in that, there is no doubt. I also had wonderful times at keggers in high school, and rock concerts surrounded by pot. Just because ...
by freemysoul
Mon Jun 06, 2011 7:29 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: SKEPTIKO interview mentions ramtha
Replies: 9
Views: 1490

Re: SKEPTIKO interview mentions ramtha

The moment I approach RSE or JZ in conversation with current ramster friends, it always goes to the same place. My friends will tell me that I just don't understand because my doubt and questioning have clouded my opinion. They also revert to the old standby: "Thats your truth." I haven't had an act...
by freemysoul
Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:48 am
Forum: RSE Discrepancies
Topic: Ramtha on-line auction
Replies: 6
Views: 1379

Re: Ramtha on-line auction

Very well said Seriously. This "one on one private session" scam that JZ has going is another one of her huge money makers, along with the 'ramtha feasts' JZ puts on more and more frequently. From what I have heard from friends who still are part of RSE, the people who attend the one on one are swor...
by freemysoul
Wed Jun 01, 2011 9:27 am
Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
Topic: Heartbroken after involvement with an Ramtha devotee
Replies: 28
Views: 6355

Re: Heartbroken after involvement with an Ramtha devotee

Hello Ponysong, thank you for your posts and perspective, it is very much appreciated and touched me deeply as I too was involved romantically with an RSE member. I can say that with time, it does get better, and especially with the help I have found here at EMF, life gets back to being wonderful an...
by freemysoul
Tue May 31, 2011 9:07 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: Conspiracy theory fuel - Yelm water spat and Sally Paulsen
Replies: 12
Views: 1890

Re: Conspiracy theory fuel - Yelm water spat and Sally Pauls

Ramtha, or better JZ pretending ramtha, wouldn't last 5 minutes as a witness in a court of law, and JZ knows this, thats why it will never happen. Just imagining the line of questioning a good lawyer would put her through must give her nightmares, this is why she distanced herself from the sexual ab...
by freemysoul
Fri May 27, 2011 5:30 am
Forum: Destructive Manipulative Sects/Cults/Corperations, Cult Leaders Other Than RSE/JZ Knight
Topic: JZ Knights Sally Paulsen comments
Replies: 3
Views: 1096

JZ Knights Sally Paulsen comments

I just read on JZ Knight's website, her response to Sally Paulsen's death, and am both disgusted and taken aback at her audacity. What really gets me is that I have heard JZ Knight's take on death, and I know what she really thinks. So to have her use her website to protect her image and product is ...
by freemysoul
Fri May 27, 2011 4:50 am
Forum: News Articles
Topic: Sally Paulsen: Suspicious death in Yelm
Replies: 18
Views: 2488

Re: Suspicious death in Yelm

"Why would she create that for herself? Oh well, maybe in her next life, because of this experience, she will watch her step. So be it, she got exactly what she wanted from this life, learned what she needed to and was ready for the next one." Sadly, these are the comments floating around RSE right ...

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