But, the way the organization made it beneficial was to put me on the parking crew for some of the events, offsetting the costs of the events i was at. And, occasionally, Old Ramtha would give the "wassup" head nod to me, making me feel sooooo very special.. By placing me on the parking lot crew, it sucked me further into the whole click than i think i could have or would have gone. it was a brilliant move to ensure my loyalty. Hell, i have only recently started talking about my experiences there, and it has been over a decade... Still loyal? who knows...I hope not. Having recently found this site, all of these memories have come flooding back, and i am once again sprinting across that crap filled field, in the dead of winter, rain pouring, duct tape covering every sliver of light from my eyes. Slamming my body into others unapologetically, cursing under my breath with each failure, wishing i was good enough to do this simple task. How insane it all seems now. We all want to know if there is anybody out there.... We all want to think there is something more than the totality of our 70-odd years on this rock. And in 1985, i found the answer. then in 1992, i found the truth. Food for worms. nothing more, nothing less. I have the taste of that clay and shit filled arena in my mind, and can clearly bring up the bile from my gut thinking about it all. Healing./ how i wished that was true. Watching friends at the school with AIDS literally fall to bits before my eyes. a kid in his early 20's thinking i had a head start from the rest of the sheep out there, finding this absolute truth so early in life. Wow.
I want to thank this site for its existance. I want to tell the constant RSE staff who no doubt read every word of this post that i am here for you. when and if you wake up and simply look around you. just take a look.
oh. and i wonder if my underground shelter is still where i left it?
He followed that teaching by stating the following where "Ramtha" anounced that JZ would die in April 2011.
All the events blend together in my brainwashed head; but this accurance was one of the few that was snaping me out of this cult. It was an obvious moment of a setup Mindf**k.
Thanks for listening cyberworld.
I still think JZ is a dead ringer for Victoria Gotti .so now the teaching is changed and his daughter, the RSE Channel, is doing the right thing by constantly having Plastic Surgery, Jaw realigned, Teeth Capped, Nostrils plucked, etc to help her in her life and, but of course, help the marketing of the school to present a wiser and stronger looking Ram.
I remember that her explanation for not dying was that she can change these things.He followed that teaching by stating the following where "Ramtha" anounced that JZ would die in April 2011.
JZ's death is announced by the Ramtha character - enough students are shocked and devastated - they register for the next event because it might be the last opportunity- then after enough turmoil (and registrations) she shows up saying, 'Don't worry, I will heal myself."
As far as I remember this was not the first time it happened....
She plays the studentbody like a harp.
I always wondered with that one.
Pulmonary emphysema is considered to be irreversible...
It would have been easy to show x-rays or the famous cat scans that were mentioned a hundred times BEFORE and AFTER with her name on....
I for one never saw any images.
If JZ truly practiced what she preached, she would never of had any need for plastic surgery, botox, anti depressants, or all the other supplements and vitamins, etc., etc., that she convinces the masses to take, because the disciplines, as she so repeatedly berates her audience, should have kept her young forever. Also, people who heal themselves, don't need hip replacements like the one she had recently. Obviously, JZ Knight is not only a liar, but a hypocrite and giant con artist.
JZ Knight could be HIV positive. Modern suppressive therapy can knock viral load to almost undetectable levels. If an HIV infection is caught before the infection develops into AIDS, an infected person can lead an almost normal life. The medication regimen is much simpler and has less frequent need to pop pills than in the 1980s and 1990s. Knight might only have to take HIV drugs a couple of times a day and so could stand a reasonable chance of keeping her medication secret.
I don't think there is much doubt that Knight has a problem with alcoholism. It might be instructive to see an ultrasound scan of Knight's liver - I'll bet her liver is loaded with fat deposits.
Mr. Ramtha obviously didn't teach Knight much about how to unwrinkle her skin or how to find a good plastic surgeon. That's some pretty obvious crappy plstic surgery Knight's had performed on her face.