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- Wed Nov 05, 2008 12:55 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
So now the $64,000 question...Is it possible to create a new identity at 60 yrs. of age? Optimystic xindy... ?A rose by any other name would smell as sweet? In the interest of coherency and integrity on EMF. It is not advisable to post under different names, especially on the same thread. Thank you...
- Tue Nov 04, 2008 2:35 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
- Mon Nov 03, 2008 1:21 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
Watcha, I'm so sorry about your grandfather, it was thoughtless of me not to have mentioned that in my reply to your Post. I didn't plan on Posting again on EMF but I want to let you know why I said I'm throwing in the towel. I can't believe I wrote that! That's NOT me. I've struggled to survive th...
- Mon Nov 03, 2008 2:10 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
- Sun Nov 02, 2008 4:44 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
- Sat Nov 01, 2008 6:27 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
- Sat Nov 01, 2008 4:21 pm
- Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
- Topic: A Story of Grandpa and His Footlocker
- Replies: 42
- Views: 18741
- Sat Nov 01, 2008 4:15 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: Message to G2G
- Replies: 18
- Views: 12762
Message to G2G
G2G said: If my family were to post here in an angry manner over RSE, I can honestly say to them, "why would you bring this into your life, since *I AM OUT* of that place? What have I done to enrage you so that you post in such anger and joshing violence about RSE, which you haven't experienced...
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 11:03 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
Tree said: Anyway, xindy, your sinceritly and sweetness do come out in your posts, so keep on truckin' GF Thank You so much. I can't even begin to tell you how much light you've shed on me by telling me of your experiences when you were still with RSE. I still get shivers when I think of you walking...
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 9:01 pm
- Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
- Topic: A Story of Grandpa and His Footlocker
- Replies: 42
- Views: 18741
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 8:05 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
Sad said: So, Xindy, don't leave just because you are afraid of hurting someone's feelings. I have read all the posts and have not seen anyone speak of you hurting their feelings, but in your desire to empathize with others, I suspect you are imagining that you are saying hurtful things, in the cour...
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 5:52 pm
- Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
- Topic: A Story of Grandpa and His Footlocker
- Replies: 42
- Views: 18741
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 5:41 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
A very disturbing aspect of the RSE teachings is that one must absolutely guard all of their thoughts, as thoughts are the seeds of reality. Have you ever tried not to think of the elephant sitting in front of you in the room? It's impossible. Just as it's impossible not to have certain random thou...
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 5:19 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
Re: xindy is Baaaack!
After thinking about WHY I changed my username to Optimystic, I realized it was b/c my sister said I had to protect my privacy b/c of JZ's snoops. I AM NOT GOING TO SUBMIT TO FEAR OF ANY KIND! I'M KEEPING MY REAL USERNAME! If JZ wants me b/c of what I wrote about her...I'll just give a shout to Sad...
- Fri Oct 31, 2008 4:27 pm
- Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
- Topic: A Story of Grandpa and His Footlocker
- Replies: 42
- Views: 18741
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 11:56 pm
- Forum: Pages 1 & 2 - General Chit Chat & Social Forums
- Topic: A Story of Grandpa and His Footlocker
- Replies: 42
- Views: 18741
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 11:32 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: COPING & MAKING JOKES
- Replies: 8
- Views: 6594
COPING & MAKING JOKES
"Holy Smokes Batman!" (watcha's phrase, I Love it) I am responsible for posting what I'd like to do to JZ/R if I met her face to face...it was intended to be FUNNY & not taken seriously. I'm a passivist & believe that violence leads to more violence. Sad Grandfather & Oldone ma...
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 9:49 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
Hey, Xindy, it's just my personal opinion, but you seem to be overly afraid of offending someone. So the moderators edited your post. Big deal! If they thought it needed deleting they can do so. Stop apologizing so much. Some of mine have been editied and so be it. Whoops! aren't those last three w...
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 9:28 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 3:12 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
RAMTHA NEEDS SPIES???
I see all the Moderator edits on my post & request that my post be removed in its entirety. This was a really dumb post & my WORDS set off a chain reaction on another Forum. This post does not belong on a site dedicated to helping ex-RSE, those thinking of leaving RSE or other cults. EMF Mod...
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 2:59 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 1:42 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
As much as I appreciate Sad Grandfather and OldOne and Xindy, and the dialogue you've initiated and shared, all the gun and rocket and violence stuff is quite unnerving to me and my paranoid cynical self. Just the other day a big deal was made on the news about two teenagers talking violence agains...
- Thu Oct 30, 2008 1:59 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
Re: Sad Grandfather
Hello Sad About your daughter knowing everything now,I started with JZR in 1982,at that time it was fun to go to Dialogue an so call learning about the real truth,We moved to Yelm in 1989,did our first requirement fallow up,an after those two events Like your daugther we new everything. But later I...
- Wed Oct 29, 2008 9:10 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
Welcome back xindy! If you need me, just let me know! You set her up and I'll take her down! Anytime I say anything to my daughter about RSE or abandoning her family or taking her children into the cult she says I am just trying to MANIPULATE HER! Talk about not seeing the forest for the trees! But...
- Wed Oct 29, 2008 4:46 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
xindy is Baaaack!
After thinking about WHY I changed my username to Optimystic, I realized it was b/c my sister said I had to protect my privacy b/c of JZ's snoops. I AM NOT GOING TO SUBMIT TO FEAR OF ANY KIND! I'M KEEPING MY REAL USERNAME! If JZ wants me b/c of what I wrote about her...I'll just give a shout to Sad ...
- Mon Oct 27, 2008 8:28 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Mon Oct 27, 2008 4:58 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
CHANGE MY USERNAME
Watcha or Moderator, etc.
I'd like to change my username from xindy (too close to real name) to something else. Do I have to Register as a NEW member?
I sent an email to EMF Message Board but I think I'm going to be told to re-register using a new username.
Any advice would be appreciated.
I'd like to change my username from xindy (too close to real name) to something else. Do I have to Register as a NEW member?
I sent an email to EMF Message Board but I think I'm going to be told to re-register using a new username.
Any advice would be appreciated.
- Sun Oct 26, 2008 4:19 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Sat Oct 25, 2008 10:41 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
xindy, you sound like ramtha at a wine ceremony ! ROLF !! be careful, she'll get jealous if she has competition. just ask audrey and joe, to name a few discarded competitors. Do you think I got her shakin. :evil: Hey anybody can imitate her, just watch her old Merv Griffin show. I learned some of h...
- Sat Oct 25, 2008 4:37 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
RAMTHA NEEDS SPIES???
Hey guys,
OOP!
Forgot to mention this was done in humor, not serious. Something you can laugh at or respond.
OOP!
Forgot to mention this was done in humor, not serious. Something you can laugh at or respond.
- Sat Oct 25, 2008 12:57 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Fri Oct 24, 2008 4:11 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
Re: This is my first post on EMF
xindy writes: An Exerpt of my original Post "This is my first post on EMF" NEEDS CLARITY!!! I am so proud that my sister didn't stay in RSE for as long as some of the posters whose stories were simply horrifying to me. My only knowledge of RSE was from videos and multitudes of literature ...
- Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:40 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:39 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:57 pm
- Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
- Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
- Replies: 53
- Views: 28507
- Thu Oct 23, 2008 12:19 pm
- Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
- Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
- Replies: 53
- Views: 28507
I just read and re read this post as I have never told this story to anybody. I find it UTTERLY amazing I even consented to this at all. And the utter fear of not being able to talk because we were told not to. How brainwashed is THAT? And to DEMAND my son and I not got any further once we arrived ...
- Thu Oct 23, 2008 12:06 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:56 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Thu Oct 23, 2008 11:42 am
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 11:29 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 11:06 pm
- Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
- Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
- Replies: 53
- Views: 28507
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 5:18 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
Dreamin said With my newfound freedom I got to do things I had always wanted to do but never could, because all of my free time and money was spent in Yelm. I even got the dogs I had always desperately dreamed of having. (sidebar: At one time Ramtha had discouraged us from having pets as they took u...
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 4:49 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 4:09 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 4:05 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
David said: The Labyrinth, The Wine, Working the Field, The Audiences, Breathing Exercises View topic - The Tank http://www.enlightenmefree.com/phpbb3/phpBB-2.0.22/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?p=3304#3304 Thank You so much for the link to The Labyrinth...you also posted the link from the old EMF Forum whic...
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 3:59 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 3:19 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 3:09 pm
- Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
- Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
- Replies: 53
- Views: 28507
Re: The Tank...
the Original EMF forum link... The Tank http://pub43.bravenet.com/forum/3633497066/show/605122 Thank You so much for this link. I have been searching & searching all forums & the old EMF forum for information about what the TANK actually is. I was lucky enough to read about some ex-RSE's ab...
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 2:18 pm
- Forum: Student Deaths. Suicide Prevention Resources Abuse at RSE.
- Topic: Child abuse at RSE The Tank...a disturbing experience
- Replies: 53
- Views: 28507
Re: The Tank
A disturbing experience I encountered in the RSE Labyrinth, also known as ?The Tank? . There was a small child in the tank crying that everyone was sheepishly ignoring, including myself.. :cry: After all..the RSE indoctrinations were such that even children create their reality, and the all powerfu...
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 2:34 am
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 2:19 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 1:31 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Wed Oct 22, 2008 12:16 am
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
To answer your question, I believe the guarding of the thoughts is a by product of mind control (whatever form jz uses). honeslty, I don;'t think she even knew that to be the case, otherwise she might have even upted the ante even more. Thank you Tree. I think it would be an impossible feat for a p...
- Tue Oct 21, 2008 11:57 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Tue Oct 21, 2008 6:39 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Tue Oct 21, 2008 6:32 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
A very disturbing aspect of the RSE teachings is that one must absolutely guard all of their thoughts, as thoughts are the seeds of reality. Your reality or the reality that JZ/R's brainwashing techniques have made you to view reality the way He/She/It wants you to perceive it? I am totally uneduca...
- Tue Oct 21, 2008 12:57 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
I have been searching the Forums of EMF and the old EMF message boards as to WHAT IS THE TANK? I don't think my sister participated in the TANK but she did give me some words/terminology and Tank, Wine Ceremonies, Neighborhood Walk, Oh My Heck, So Be It and some others to watch for. She didn't elabo...
- Tue Oct 21, 2008 12:34 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Mon Oct 20, 2008 7:39 pm
- Forum: Is RSE a cult ? What is RSE? Its purpose? Post your opinion.
- Topic: Is RSE A Cult? thread 1.
- Replies: 128
- Views: 77929
- Mon Oct 20, 2008 4:59 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
- Sat Oct 18, 2008 5:15 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
- Replies: 79
- Views: 37292
PLEASE DON'T HATE ME - PLEASE FORGIVE ME
In my original post (This is my first post on EMF) and my (Re-Post) I made some remarks of what my sister was experiencing, from my point of view . I tried to point out my misinterpretations of my sister's well-being present-day. We live far apart and we don't see much of each other and I, therefor...
- Fri Oct 17, 2008 8:43 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
Re: This is my first post on EMF
I am reposting my FIRST post on EMF to make some necessary corrections that I feel I owe to my sister who has been following my posts. She "enlightened" me with why she wanted me to visit EMF . Hi Everyone, I am on this site because my sister, who is a recovering RSE member and posts on E...
- Thu Oct 16, 2008 1:55 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
- Thu Oct 16, 2008 12:42 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
Thank You Joe, it's a pleasure being here. I watched both LARSE videos you were in. My sister mentioned your name to me and that's why I first watched your videos. Thank You for helping those that feel they are beyond help. My sister has made some progress but then I suddenly feel her punishing hers...
- Thu Oct 16, 2008 2:11 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
I know you can't be with her every time she experiences a trigger. And I know you can't be with her every time she has a meltdown or becomes despondant. But.... you will be the one person she knows she can trust. I am sooo glad she has you. And I am SOOOO glad you are there for her. God(whatever th...
- Wed Oct 15, 2008 1:51 pm
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
Thank You Tree. I've read many of your posts and, if I remember correctly, you were in RSE for many years. You are astounding! I've never been affiliated with cults of any kind and I am quite ignorant as to the terms many of you reference, so I'll be asking a lot of questions as to what something me...
- Wed Oct 15, 2008 4:02 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
Hi Watchamacallit, I think my sister already bought the book, Take Back Your Life, as it sounds very familiar to me. She was in RSE for maybe 4 months (that's a guess). She said she was at a wine ceremony once but she mentioned something about not drinking it and being in a lock-down. :?: She and a ...
- Wed Oct 15, 2008 1:38 am
- Forum: Family Members, Friends, Educators and the Cult Experience
- Topic: This is my first post on EMF
- Replies: 17
- Views: 10318
This is my first post on EMF
Hi Everyone, I am on this site because my sister, who is a recovering RSE member and posts on EMF, invited me to read some of the posts to get some idea of the extent of damage ex-members experience. She tells me there are certain "triggers" that confuse her b/c she isn't sure if it is Ram...