If you're up for it, aussiegirl, it might be a good idea for you to go .....it was a huge red flag for me when a good friend of mine signed up with me for a livestreaming event - we watched it together and I got a good opportunity to see the event through her eyes ...and I must admit to being embarrassed at some of the stuff jzr did, said .. .and also at the long, long introduction by James where he went on and on and on about how Kenny could cause the roulette wheel to stop at a predetermined number, showing video clips of it over and over ...anyway, watching my friends' obvious disgust at the whole thing was a powerful red flag for me ...much more so than anything she had said to me over the past 5 years about jzr or the teachings. I was able to ignore what she had said before because I "knew" I knew better .. she didn't have the full picture . .right, you know how it goes

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But I couldn't ignore how I felt when I sat there watching the livestreaming event with her and began to see what she must have been seeing . ..I was embarrassed, like I said . ..and ashamed even . . .I could feel myself wanting to apologize for R when he came in and greeted these unseen objects . .. I almost said to her that they were orbs he was greeting, we couldn't see them with our naked eyes, but he could. Those orbs were beings that R knew from another dimension . ..or maybe students who had passed on . ..I embarass myself even now just thinking of what I almost said to help her understand jzr's strange behavior!!
Anyway, those are my thoughts, and they may not apply in your situation .. .good luck and keep us posted!!
Ordinarymind