Wakeup-Call wrote:
At one event, I was focused on having an open heart and was contemplating generosity. So I put $25 in an envelope and tossed it into a random tent when everyone was in the arena during Ramtha's teaching. So I never knew who got the money and they never knew who gave it. The cash certainly did not fall out of thin air, thin Infrared into thin Hertzian for this person.
Hi Wakeup .. thanks for your story about tossing $25 into a tent ?.I can imagine if that had landed in my tent, I woulda thought I manifested it and woulda been beside myself with my great powers!! Really ?that?s how willing I was in those days, to believe in ?hmm .. what is it . ..believe in magic .. that?s what it seems like now . ..belief in MAGIC . .not MANIFESTATION!! . . . although in those days, I would have seen it as proof that the teachings were ?working?, my brain was ?expanding? and I was on the road to becoming god/woman realized . ..how absolutely remarkable!!!
When Rambles first talked about manifesting in our hand .. .I tried to manifest ?please don?t laugh . . .er, well, I tried to manifest a blueberry muffin ?I musta been hungry at the time .. .anyway, ?blinders down?, ?hands in the CnE position? and the music came on .. .and honestly, I focused on that blueberry muffin so clearly I could smell it and when the music stopped and I took off my blinders and there was no muffin in my hand . ..I was more surprised that it wasn?t there than I would have been if it was.
Same thing about crossing the creek to get to the tank. So many people were frantic about getting wet crossing the creek . . . . they were going out and buying fishermen?s waders and duct taping their boots to their rain pants so the water wouldn?t get in ?and I thought how silly they were . ..they didn?t ?get? the teaching ?all you had to do was focus and cross the creek and you wouldn?t get wet .. it was simple .. .it wasn?t about ?mass to mass? . .. ?sheesh, I?m amazed that I really believed in all that . . .but I did . ..and, of course, I got wet crossing that damn creek . ..many times ? soaking wet and cold . . . and as I sat on the other side of the creek, emptying out my boots and wringing out my socks .. .. did I doubt the teachings or the teacher? ?oh no, I just felt so darned sad that I obviously didn?t have what it took to be a master .. .I couldn?t even cross a lousy creek without getting wet!
At an event last year, one of the teachers, Michelle (can?t remember her last name . ..Louis wife) ?anyway, she told the story of two of her manifestations. ..one of them was finding a Canadian Maple Leaf gold coin, on the ground, in a parking lot, right beside her car. I remember being unimpressed at the time (guess I was on my way out, but didn?t fully realize it!) because I remember thinking of the poor person who must have dropped that gold coin . ..probably after saving up for weeks or months to be able to afford to buy it .. ?.and how quick the school is to explain manifestations that could simply be other people?s losses.
